was it cause i saw you again today?
beg my impertinence, but she looks a bit like me;x
looked through the past years chat logs.
saw those immature words that i used to type.
yet... silent tears just seem to fall.
was it reminding me of what we used to be/how we used to talk?
unspoken joy and fighting of emotions.
why did it take me so longg to realise that thing quite obviously staring @ me?
i only realised it last year. during th scary incident.
it was love. love that made me anxious. but you never cared.
'cause it took me too long to realise and you were already gone.
how heart-wrenching.
now, you are so near yet so distant.
i'll try to keep my promise i told you last time.
loves,
yinying
