Date : Tuesday, October 28, 2008
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im reflecting this early morningjst cant seem to get myself t0 slphahas! read tania's blog tht she's getting nightmares and n0w im f0ll0wing in her footstepscan't wait for BADMINTON @ 10 amare y0u are y0u? still thinking why dint y0u accept my invitation t0 see my blogbeen trying to fall aslp but i wake up cryingmemories are hard to erase arent thy? i wish i dint existed life wouldn't be s0 frustrating thndont understand why pple are talking about th hist. supp tmrmust i go?0h whtever..i dont even knw a thing tht's happening around me anymoreswish si was heree...i could have call her during midnighthahhahs! she's enjoying herself in HK disneyland i betslack. slack. slack. rubrics cube th whole day long..i wna g0 library!!!went tiong with daddy and mummy f0r dinnerinitial plan was to g0 either plaza sing. or ikeastarted shopping even before we reached tionghahas bought pants (th0se are called pants right?) i still wnted t-shirtsdaddy started to grumble about dinner :Panw...mummy wanted to g0 eat ramen AGAIN!i was grumbling still whn i went into th shop...bt thy offer kimchi fish thingy soup with rice:Dfish tastes kinda WEIRD but th kimchi passed my taste budsshopped for sports shoes couldnt find th whole white kindcause scho0l doesnt allow COLOURFUL sports shoes D;i wnted th nike green logo shoe :'(anw...bought a pair of shoeswent around looking for a nice bag to carry to HK
found 0ne but thr wasnt any price tag plus th shop auntie was busyy...walked around finding presents for jennyi couldnt find th dectective conan figurine for herwent four leaves-ing..bought breadi wnted th garlic bread bt i think thy were sold out...went to slp @ 11 ytd...which is to0 early for my bedtime slp-ingalthough i touch my bed @ 11 but i dont slp @ 11...rawr! still cnt slp and no one's onlinei hate nightmares that are full of y0uth things we used to have are n0w nightmarescause y0u've forgotten th bond and it's n0t there waiting f0r us t0 be mended anym0resit to0k half yr f0r me to wake up from my fantasy
thinking tht i could give up promptly
yet life's never a fairytale story
whn i realise i love you
things went th oppsite way i wnted
we are gna be strangers whn we meet on th streets in th pouring rain
we are never gna say hell0 whn we walk pass each 0ther
tht's wht it'll be written in th future
i jst wish i could turn time back
i realise i nvr did say ILoveYou
i had 2 sad fairytale endings alr
here's wishing i'll have a happy endiing next time...but it wont be..editurd 1.43pmplayed badmintonit was fun but not t0 th extend like last time which was super ultra damn it FUN!apparently mummy followed me to wait f0r carinarawr! hahs p was jst right in frnt of meow by 2 minutes....blame th stupid traffic light!one of dream about carina whacking me with th racket came truetsk tsk tsk....played for 2 hrsi still cant believe it costs $5 per hrrawr! thks me0w for ur cookie:)played and i kept switching sidesp and me0w keep quarreling about whose gna surf th shuttlecockseriously some pple jst cant grow upouch my wrists hurts frm playing...wnted to comment on smth...but let's jst leave it to rot and turn into dust:Dwent with me0w to xchangeshe's real damn pissed with me for asking p to wait...tsk tsk tsk...came home. lunch. gng IKEA tmr.cant wait to g0!u're a use to be...hell...my braiin kept on "what if"-ing and "if"-inglife's no fair! Labels: use to be
Baby,top. || 5:25 AM