♥when you drop a glass or a plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound. when a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or a picture falls off th wall, it makes a noise. but as for your heart, when tht breaks, it's completely silent. You would think tht as th most important thing it should make th loudest sound in th whole world. But it's so silent so silent...you almost wish tht thr was a noise to distract you frm th pain...
♥if thr is a noise, it's internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you...It screams so loudly you ears ring your head aches... It thrashes around your chest like a great white tiger caught in th sea, it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken... Tht's wht it looks like and tht's wht it sounds like...a thrashing, panicking, trapped, great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions...bt tht's th thing abt love...no one is untouchable....
♥It's as wild as tht...as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water...but whn it accidentally breaks....it's SILENT....you're just screaming in th inside and no one cn hear it...

i hpe u saw it in me cause tht's wht happened...
acidic tears like waterfalls stream dwn.
tears burn my cheeks and my head aches badly...
my heart aches badly..more thn my head
hw painfull it was hw i wish i could find a sound to distract me frm th pain
ytd night was th worst...i couldnt stop cryin....
ihy so much and i wished you tell me you hate me toos
thn why does my heart just permanently bleeds?!
i hate you for existing in my world...
i wish i could tell u th truth.....yet...it's th answer i fear most....
it's not abt telling you tht matters...
it's abt hw i feel...

i gt to stop thinking
stop crying.
and forget forget forget....
everything everything everything
time heals wounds...

Labels: ♥ painful love

Baby,top. || 8:44 PM

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