to be a fool ♥

Last Day of 2013

Date : Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Last day of 2013.

Just like every year, we look back on the last day and reflect on the past 12 months spent.

Has it been a good year?

Yes, I would say, in general.

Laughters, mischief, love, family, friendships, tears and joy.

2013, one hell of a year to remember.

Let's hope 2014 turns out marvelous.

Baby,top. || 2:43 PM

LEMONS VS LEMONADES

Date : Monday, August 12, 2013

well well, isn't this blog pretty dead.
just a quick post to make it alive again :)

sometimes, life just has to give you lemons and there's nothing we can do about it.
so what should we do?
make LEMONADE !
even though you feel really grumpy and want to keeel that person you love.
and you can't be that supportive because there's too many lemons in a day.

so what to do?
*wipe* *wipe wipe* *wipe wipe wipe*
wipe it away from your mind and remember the good things that has happened.

xoxo,
ying

Baby,top. || 11:35 PM

december days.

Date : Thursday, December 20, 2012

19.12.2012

woke up today with the feeling that it's going to be a great day.

McCullen is back in clinics! :)
and had a great patient in the morning,

topped off with a session of free S&P from my partner :)

I think it's really nice to have someone

to fetch you from work and walk you home :)

thanks for the drink and the advanced surprise xmas present :)

and that card was very touching :')

20.12.2012

great weather day ! :)

didnt rain a single bit.

usual morning and afternoon.

took a really nice long bath :p

went to singtel comcentre to fix my iphone volume button.

with nice company :)

walked to orchard central's sky garden.

the view's kinda good but can't beat my home :)

but super windy.

i think they should make the glass lower

so that fun sized people like me can enjoy th wind without needing to tiptoe.

buttttt, someone has fear of heights ;)

313, H&M then Taka.

home-d. and here backing up my phone :)

tmrw's said to be the doomsday. (21/12/12)

but i believe everything will be fine at the end. and things will get better.

Baby,top. || 10:40 PM

cranky and grumbly.

Date : Thursday, November 22, 2012

does anyone ever feel like they have to behave like a bitch on some days?

i think it's kind of bad for people who are trying to be nice to you.

but if it's karma coming back up on them,

maybe it's not such a bad time to be that bad guy.

that was self contradicting.

deeply considering the fact that i should and might re-arrange my life.

or maybe even re-consider my whole attitude and behaviour.

or maybe i'm just having a really bad mood swing.

but on a side note, Grey's Anatomy is A-awesome :)

really not making any sense, am I?

toodles,

ying.

Baby,top. || 6:27 PM

305days.

Date : Wednesday, November 7, 2012

305 days ago.
It was th happiest day of 2012.
but now,
that day makes me hurt even more.

nothing can bring you back.
and you've already forgotten.
you broke me like a promise.
a thousand whys. a river of tears.
a final ending, goodbye.

ying

Baby,top. || 12:17 AM

Date : Thursday, November 1, 2012

hello Nov. , goodbye Oct.

don't know why everyone is ignoring me today.

or is it karma coming back at me :/

today is a start of a new beginning at the new shop :)

farewell, old shop <3 div="div">

everything is smaller here and you can't talk loudly in the shop.

but nonetheless, quite heart warming-ly sweet :)

hope everything goes smoothly for daddy and mummy from now then on :)

loves,

ying.

Baby,top. || 7:36 PM

begin again.

Date : Sunday, October 21, 2012

i believe.

things will eventually get better.

i want to.

be able to smile happily again.

i wish to.

make a difference in someone else's life.

maybe this is just an optimistic moment.

but nonetheless, it takes a lot to give a true smile.

I might not have everything, but I'll make the best out of everything I have :)

so unlike me. but still.

xoxo,

ying.

you were.

th right one at the wrong moment.

i might be hopeless, but i'm still hoping.

that true love would someday find its way back to me.

Baby,top. || 6:23 PM

theresian for life.

Date : Monday, October 1, 2012

flipping through all my old notes, textbooks, hand written letters these past few days.

miss STC so damn much .

created a group called Fangsters Instead Of Vampires when we first graduated.

totally FON and we never got to the aim of the group.

but hey, those are memories.

don't you wish you had a time turner? to turn back time and right the wrongs.

i believe everyone would have cherish the time spent together much more.

some of my teachers who had taught me before has already left.

now the school is no longer at the holding site but a brand new upgraded version at its old spot.

who will remember but us who spent our school days running up and down the old building.

and screaming our heads off when there's a lizard or a huge spider in the toilet.

or trying to prevent the invasion of ants into the class by stuffing clay and sticking tape to the holes.

staying in the classroom for the aircon during recess, spazzing about kpop, making cold jokes/riddles, walking the long distance to macs, complaining about teachers and the stack of revision papers, decorating the classroom with our birthday calendar, the collapsing part of the wall in the hall during exam due to the stormy weather.

what would i give to have just one day reliving the moment of our whole class attending lessons.

maybe that's why memories are so special.

loves,

yinying

to our angel class for the best memories in secondary school.

once a theresian, forever a theresian.

Baby,top. || 12:02 PM

autumn dreams.

Date :

Belated Happy Mid Autumn! :)

time passes so fast. it's October already.

last year sept, can you remember?

thank you, for th time we've spent together.

because time was your final and best present ever.

memories limited to us only. and only us.

tears, they can no longer move your heart.

no matter how I embrace your attitude, I can't bring back that "you" I first met.

maybe advice was a deadly weapon. but we weren't steadfast.

the day you slipped away, was the day I found nothing would ever been the same.

wishes,

ying.

Baby,top. || 12:59 AM

overthinking kills.

Date : Tuesday, September 4, 2012

hello September. please be nice to me.

had fun taking care of a super energetic little toddler today :)

but once again, i sit alone and everything just overwhelms me again.

we smile all day, but cry ourselves to sleep at night.

how is it possible pictures never change but the people in it changed.

how you have to let go of something that you told yourself you'll never want to let go off.

how easily promises are made despite them being broken everyday.

how you can give away your heart so easily and trust that easily, but end up sweeping th pieces.

how he who wanted to spend every passing moment of their life with you in th past,

is a silent stranger you see in your phone.

yet, you cant hold on to anything that wants to go.

let's take a moment to think about these stuff, I just said.

loves,

yinying

Baby,top. || 9:28 PM

a midnight call.

Date : Monday, August 13, 2012

what do I do? what can I do?
that call just made me fell back into my depths of despair.

what should I say to you?
what should I be sorry for?
for loving you?
for believing in our faith to hold on?

you think of me tonight.
but there's not one passing day that I force myself into distractions.
Calling me gets a load off your chest.
Ever wondered how much heavier it might be for me?
I trembled, and held back my tears at the sound of your voice. just your voice alone.

thank you for saying sorry.
thank you for telling me you're doing well.
thank you for having been part of my life.

Baby,top. || 12:51 AM

perfectly imperfect.

Date : Friday, July 27, 2012

and i keep waiting,

for it to go away.

yet i know,

i'll never forget.

one day, i'll find that courage to delete everything.

and one day, everything will become a vague memory of what happend that year.

but for now, where are you?

can you hear my heartache?

maybe my predictions will come true in the future.

but for now, i miss you.

i feel so useless.

to cry over someone who's already flew.

to cry over spilt milk that has already dried up.

a picture speaks a thousand words.

a word sends a hundred emotions.

Baby,top. || 10:08 PM

picture to burn.

Date : Sunday, July 22, 2012

i cant describe what i feel right now.

at times, i'm perfectly alright.

but a tear would come out of nowhere suddenly.

i know i'm not supposed to miss you.

i know all these entertainment could distract me.

but i cant help but remember.

I would ask myself, does those entertainment work?

they do, but for that temporary moment.

every text sent by you, feels so fresh. like it was yesterday.

like everything was still that happy and sweet.

but you're gone, WE are gone.

what's left are memories, for me to think of.

i can't walk out of this yet, but I will.

i'll be alright again. no longer docile.

Baby,top. || 10:02 PM

apart permanently .

Date : Tuesday, July 3, 2012

i will learn to pick myself up.

and get over you, just like you did.

i might take longer. but no matter what. it's over.

maybe you didn't know,

i took that break not as a breakup. but as a rest stop.

but what's there left to say now?
you've already taken that whole month to get over it.

2 weeks to be exact.

loves,

ying.

cause I know ,

I've gone and let you enter too far in my life.
and all that's left are shattered hopes, memories and splattered tears.

but i'll always remember the best of you.

Baby,top. || 11:03 PM

even the strongest will fall.

Date : Sunday, July 1, 2012

tragic fate.
we all will grow up.
but everything always depends on the maturity level.

lord,
if you could choose who to take away,
please take me.
it was she who gave life to me.
and i would willingly give up mine in return of her safety.

Baby,top. || 10:08 PM

can you remember?

Date : Monday, June 25, 2012

i'll let you free. if you are not already.

i was a fool to believe we could try to make things right.

all th space i've given, maybe just made it worse.

it hurts, just as much as how i love you.

i just wish i knew th truth behind everything.

just stop lying or avoiding. please.

Baby,top. || 6:39 PM

Date : Thursday, June 21, 2012

i dont know how i should respond.

Baby,top. || 11:49 PM

outside of you

Date : Monday, June 11, 2012

off to china later in the noon :)

overseas family trip for 10 days.

but funny enough, not much anticipation this time round.

i think i'll be focused on finding shopping malls :)

heading off to Zhang Jia Jie and other parts near it.

in th meantime,

i could take a good break and slowly think through stuff.

where i want to be, what i want to do. and what i can do.
and probably, how to resolve things between us.

wish me luck and love in china <3
blog when im back :)

loves,
yinying

cause baby, I had a life outside of you.

and i'm back to deja vu.

Baby,top. || 12:17 AM

before 18 :)

Date : Thursday, May 31, 2012

last day of my 17th.

suddenly, I'm kind of afraid to grow up.

from that kid who couldn't wait to grow up when she was 12,

I'd guess things have changed a lot.

oh but we, mere beings, are unable to stop that biological clock from ticking away.

so we had labs and no op tech lecture today.

played truth&dare after lunch.

I still think that there's some mechanism within that spectacle box of sher >.<

this upcoming eighteen birthday, doesnt feel like a birthday that I look forward to :/

with me being sick, and dear inside his camp.

i want a birthday,

where my friends and family can all be there to celebrate it with me.

it doesnt have to be splendid, just a heart warming affair.

too late to voice it out.

hehehehe, well that's my point :)

so tonight, i bade farewell, to my 17 year old self.

where dreams and imagination can take her on the my wings of remembrance.

thanks for the wonderful and daring stuff that you have done to leave me sweet memories.

loves,

yinying

Baby,top. || 11:11 PM

dark side.

Date : Sunday, May 27, 2012

everybody's got a dark side~do you love me?can you love mine?nobody's a picture perfect~but we're worth it,you know that we're worth itwill you love me?even with my dark side?
like a diamondfrom black dustit's hard to knowwhat can become.

Baby,top. || 4:05 PM

another daily update

Date : Wednesday, May 23, 2012

22/5

second time i went for frisbee!
and started officially swinging the frisbee around.

hahahahs by basically throwing the frisbee in every direction

except going towards pearl :p

got bursted bld vessels on my fingers :(

but overall, absolutely fun! :D
wandered to another path of walking to nyp.

then took th mrt home with uhmm, a frisbee team mate?
finally someone who lives further than me. thank god :)

freaking tired by th time i got home, and no dinner.

sighs*

23/5

"e-learning day"
helped out in grad day today :)
ushering award winners.

i had to be the most informal dressed helper ever.

>o<
took star lighters and lead th parents to the TFA.

like ndp huhh. hehehehe :P

went to bugis to do extensions with mar, pearl and yang.

reddish purple :)

completed my childhood dream :D
hehehehe, with not much complaints from mummy and daddy :)
omg, have to get back to reading my last book of hunger games :)

loves,

yinying

ps. good luck dear, for staying up until 2am <3

Baby,top. || 10:39 PM

Date : Monday, May 21, 2012

I hate myself.

Just three words.

Nobody else, just me.

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Baby,top. || 11:49 PM

Date : Wednesday, April 25, 2012

negative comments. disapproving looks.

op tech stress. a relationship that nowadays ends up not communicating properly somehow.

i would blame myself for not being able to solve any of these problems.

dear,

i want to be someone you can and want to open up to,

being able to tell me anything under the sun instead of fearing that i would go and hunt after people.

it takes two hands to clap.

i need that faith we had, that very faith we had when we started.

dont let me have any doubts and fears that we can't do this tgt.

nights world.

Baby,top. || 9:58 PM

maybe i love you too much.

Date : Monday, April 16, 2012

99th day.

is this how everything's happening until 100th or maybe there's no 100th ?

not posting on blogger, lacks th mood.

livejournal, it is.

waves,

yinying

Baby,top. || 9:41 PM

one step closer.

Date : Saturday, April 14, 2012

firstly,
hi dear. i know you're reading this ;)
thank you for th super duper day tgt,
although we couldnt have dinner :/

so here we go,

my tirade on today's happenings.
ice skating @ jcube. in a very early morning.

i really really really want to skate there every month.
co-dependency?
nahh, more of me depending on you.
i feel a lot more braver and safer,
when we're wobbling out on the ice.
but that tinge of regret will hit me,

whenever i saw you slip and fall.

i wish i could rush over and help you up.

but of course, we all learn from falls.

but i didnt fall a single bit today! :D

skated arnd 1hr plus?

dear was sweating like huff and puff.

*laughs*

but then again, he hasnt taken breakfast yes ? :<

lunch on the benchers (KFC) .

hehehe sorry about my speed of nomnom-ing :P

watched BATTLESHIP :)

i won't won't won't admit that it's nice to mingming.

but over here, this is my blog and where i express my thoughts.

so, battleship is really cool :)

although i really wonder why they couldnt send the air force to shoot down th generators~

and a teeny weeny desire to watch AVENGERS ;p

raining super heavily when we left.

thank god for hoodie and umbrella :)

went to dear's home to dry my shoes and socks :)

and no matter what happens dear, I LOVE THAT BOLSTER.

live with that. hehehehe. stop fighting with a non-living thing for my affections. *winks*

but i couldnt join them for their family dinner :/

*guilt stricken*

home-d alone.

not blaming dear cause he has to get his dinner on time :)

loves,

yinying

Heart beats fast,

Colors and promises

How to be brave,

How can I love when I'm afraid

To fall

Baby,top. || 10:26 PM

just another daily update.

Date : Tuesday, April 10, 2012

9/4/12
went back school for labs.
got shaker fries with pearl after th labs session since we were craving for it :)
went to mm's house for dinner and to pick up his hard disk :)
a thank you to dear and his mom for gng out and tabao-ing th food :D
hehehehe, first time i tried dear's cooking :)
well, he can cook actually, and i would say, rather well :)
only that the egg wasn't as pretty as mine :)
hehehehehe <3
stayed for a short while after dinner then i had to go back homeee :/
took a cab and dear sent me home <3
feel so bad to bully him, but its okay,
cause he got his rewards alrd ^^
didnt you, cheeky judge? :)
okay there's something i need to admit,
how i met your mother is awesomeeee. >_<
even though my episodes were dl-ed alrd,
i still went and stole his hard disk. muahahahaha~

10/4/12
sighs, bad day with teacher :/
but good with drilling teeth :)
i havent complete my deciduous teeth models yet :<
ohmagawd.
need to choose my permanent teeth too. :/
why school havent officially start alrd so hectic? :/
everyday this week got school!
sighs*
okay shaker fries on thursday.

toodle woodle,
yinying

ps, get well soon sandy :)

Baby,top. || 6:49 PM

Date : Saturday, April 7, 2012

Baby,top. || 7:05 PM

uncontrollable thoughts.

Date :

So all i could do is to apologize. Because i should have learn to break free earlier and meet up with you.

I really am an awful gf to have:(

Childish and threatening.

Petty and demanding.

Wilful and stubborn.

Thank you for your love.

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Baby,top. || 4:40 AM

the vow & titanic

Date : Sunday, April 1, 2012

Paige: I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness, and to have the patience that love demands. To speak when words are needed, and to share the silence when they’re not. To agree to disagree on red velvet cake, and to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home.

Leo: I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love. I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other.

watched the vow & titanic with dear today :)
and poor dear was drenched,
cause 1. he walked from th mrt to my house 2. my umbrella was too small to hold us both
just in time for the first movie :)
special apology to dear for playing around with th coke and making a coke spray :(
billy bombers for lunch.
and i would like to thank dear dear for cutting up th ribs and sausages for me :)
plus an apology for making us missing your trailer time in titanic because i eat too slowlyyyy.
titanic 3D time~!
with the everlasting line of "you jump, i jump".
completed 3 hours plus of titanic :D
went to buy stickys. i think we should control ourselves over hard rock candies.
home-d. special complaint* that he should let me peep at his phone ;p
dinner with parents and aunt.
darling handled things well :)
came home and helped to fix the computer stuff.
sent him to th atm and until he took th taxi.
god, i miss him alrd :/

btw, happy 4th monthsary darling <3

loves,

yinying

I vow to watch "ted is real" with mingming when it shows in singapore.

which is, I think, after july 13 since it premiers on july 13 :P

Baby,top. || 7:02 PM

wilder.

Date : Monday, February 27, 2012

i think with each passing day,

each passing hour,

each passing minute,

or even each passing second,

I've become more rebellious. more untamed.

influences around me? probably.

i have to learn to turn things round.

back to where they used to be.

even if i fail, at least i failed in th midst of trying.

sighs, think i'm falling sick :<

toodles,

yinying :p

Baby,top. || 10:38 PM

wishes :)

Date :

forever and always (:

Baby,top. || 1:05 PM

Date : Sunday, February 19, 2012

Baby,top. || 10:47 AM

and it all comes crashing down.

Date : Saturday, February 18, 2012

this is th very reason why,

dont let your hopes get too high.

then again,

what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

stand a little taller.

pain wont hurt you physically.

all that is needed is just time.

to heal your heart.

maybe you'll think i'm making such a big fuss over things.

but your flippant behaviour just makes everything worse.

Baby,top. || 3:54 PM

Date : Friday, February 17, 2012

another cute picture! ♥ ♥ ♥

quite a stressful day today.
going to start mugging in a couple of minutes.

till i post again, toodles :)

Baby,top. || 6:13 PM

Date : Wednesday, February 15, 2012

cute drawing i found on tumblr :)
miss you loads :/

Baby,top. || 10:43 PM

valentine's day '12

Date : Tuesday, February 14, 2012

woke up today. feeling alone.
not single but spending valentine's day alone.
but in our situation,
we couldnt go out together to celebrate this special day.
with me stuck at home and him being in the camp.
but i learned an important lesson today,
thanks to my dear dear <3 ( with a slight bit of bragging from him, oops* )

so what if we spent valentine's day apart?

as long as our hearts are together, distance cant tear us apart.

he gave me such a sweet surprise but i couldnt meet him in time.

yet the words on his letters, left a tingling sensation inside me.

although i didnt get the chance see him, but i felt his presence.

phone calls and text messages are enough to make everyday feel like valentine's day.

happy valentine's day, my love.

thank you for the "rose" and the sweetest letters.

i love you.

Baby,top. || 10:15 PM

bad day.

Date : Tuesday, January 17, 2012

flunked. optech.
most important subject and i flunked.
depressed.
it got me thinking that maybe i should have done a nicer cavity.
then maybe i would have passed.
but i cant do anything about it now,
so i guess i'd have to wait. and see.
and probably improve on my drilling teeth skills.
i want to cry. but th tears just stop at the brim.
maybe it's the presence of you, dear.
thanks for today, dear.

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 10:22 PM

someone like you.

Date : Sunday, January 15, 2012

that sense of security. and happiness.
when he's around.
it just makes things worthwhile.

Baby,top. || 4:48 PM

last day of 2011

Date : Saturday, December 31, 2011

few more minutes to end of 2011 and th start of 2012.
let's recap about th happenings in 2011.
secondary school - O levels - Results - open houses - JC - Poly.
and ended up in my dental hygiene course.
elections and floodings in singapore.
first clinical attachment in HPB and NUS ^^
went to hokkaido during th september holidays.
1/11/11. 11/11/11. special dates to note.
*laughs*
oh well, loads of happy things after september.
shall not elaborate much :)
happy new year's eve peeps! <3

anw, short notes to a few friends here :)
@marilyn : so glad i met you darlinggg~! <3 thanks for all th support and care you've given me :) i might have become a emo kid w/o you. stay happy! <3
@sherly : b1 ! my first friend in th course! rather insane at moments but i love you all th same! ^^ no thanks for teaching mm how to tickle me! :P
@pearly : hi lil sis! wonder if you'll ever get to read this post. hehehe thanks for being such a great sis and spazzing about SNSD like a crazy girl! :)
@sandy : hi mommy, hehehehe sorry i didnt celebrate your birthday with you :P i most certainly will in 2012! :) dont bully me anymore! <3
@claire : oreooooo~ wish we could have met up more this year. ice cream tgt again in 2012 ^o^ best wishes for your mum too! :)
@lee : lee lee idiot. hehehe always disappearing! need find a rope to tie you down. meet up soon kkay :) miss you loads ( and no, i dont mean i miss your nonsense)try to stay good! ^~^

loves,
yinying.

Baby,top. || 10:30 PM

11.11.11

Date : Friday, November 11, 2011

11.11.11 <3
what a special date to remember.
caught th 11.11am and 11.11pm today :)
dental hygiene lab, 3hr break, bio practical
and then stayed back for op tech discussion~

but had quite a fun day today ^^

camwhoring with th webcam with my friends :)

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 11:49 PM

Date : Thursday, October 20, 2011

finished attachment at NUS last week.
it was really fun :) esp with the pedodontics <3
and just started school again this week :/
and i fell sick on th first day of school. how brilliant.
op tech lessons are in th morninggg, must wake up really early.
raining almost everyday ><
okay, need to go study dental hygiene.

toodles,
yinying

there can be miracles when you believe.

Baby,top. || 6:48 PM

Date : Thursday, October 6, 2011

Lend me a listening ear,
I'm falling into th depths again.
Just another deep dark lonely night.
No twinkling stars for company,
Only th clouds floating in th dark gloomy sky.

Baby,top. || 9:41 PM

Date : Thursday, September 8, 2011

and th last time i checked, you were such a nice girl.
but then again, looks can be deceiving.
anyways, why am I feeling fed up over this?

Baby,top. || 11:47 PM

Date : Sunday, August 28, 2011

same cabin.
same direction.
same row of seats.
yet, two friends sitting apart as if they dont know each other.
honestly, ridiculous :/

Baby,top. || 5:54 PM

Date : Friday, February 25, 2011

friday, my most slacking JC day of th whole week (:
met alim for lunch @ nyny (:
went for medical checkup @ Jurong Medical Centre :/
a "thank you" to zaara for showing me where and alim for bringing me there :)
i got cheated into taking th medical examination.
no one told me there was going to be a blood test ;d
x-ray was like super fast. but i had to wear th shirt which was like a gown for me.
went for height, weight and bp taking.
met th doctor for "checkup" ?
hahahs he's so funny. i tell him my leg pain. he say nvrm.
then he started telling me about isotonic drinks.
after he finished checkup, he tell me my skin like that should eat more rice cause lack of vit B :O
finally went home after that (:

till i blog again,
toodles :)

Baby,top. || 10:57 PM

bad MRT ride

Date : Wednesday, February 16, 2011

in th middle of 3rd week of th start of JC life.
super busy with lectures and tutorial ws to complete :0
i like my geog teacher :)
he actually calls himself a polar bear. hahahs! :D
biology in jc is super super duper different from secondary school luhh.
actually, all the subjects are very different. hahahs :) even CHINESE :'(
just finished my bio tutorial ws and gp qns :)
still have to read up on chem practical tmrw and do my chem tutorials.
ah, hell.
was half-harassed by two ex-fairfield methodist guys.
totally sarcastic, ego obsessed bastards who cant seem to stfu.
they talk like i'm bloody deaf.
or im so dumb that idk that they are talking about me -.-
what fcktards. and i had to tolerate them from boon lay all th way to redhill.
after they left, i had to endure another girl talking to her grandmother about how bad JC life is and how wonderful th FOOD in poly is.
srsly, she doesnt go to school to study but she goes to eat th food there.
met charlotte @ tp mrt station :))
home-d, like finally.
gtg, do my hw now :/

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 5:49 PM

JC Day 2

Date : Friday, January 28, 2011

JJC admin day 2.
assembly, college tour, OG bonding.
did th waka waka and chicken dance. Very funny luhh :)
lunch-d with brother :) his umbrella kept falling down. HAHA!
almost couldnt get out of th mrt when I reached commonwealth station.
decided to take cab cause it's raining.
but too many pple waiting for taxi, so i gave up and took 105.
took a damn long ride and got bus sick :/
stupid bus uncle did not tell me where to alight and i overshot th bus stop.
walk to th opp bus stop to hail a taxi. but no taxi ! :/
when i finally reached CJC, they having CCA fair. Noisy like hell.
Couldnt find blk F and no one could point to me th correct block.
even th teacher also never help me :'(
found th place at last and went for audition. th teachers all very nice luhh.
i think it went rather well. and hahhas i met my sec one senior ! <3
finally home-d. THANK GOD.
lucky tmrw is saturdayyyyy then sundayyy <3

sighs, next week mon-wed have orientation camp. WTH.
lucky have peipei in my OG18 (:

totally exhausted,
yinying

Baby,top. || 6:29 PM

Date : Sunday, January 16, 2011

long time since i've posted !
kinda bored right now, so i'm posting here :)
went to shanghai from 23 dec till 31 dec :)
it was frigging cold but oh well, i love th cold wind :)
not alot of shopping. more of sight seeing.
actually more of lakes. HA !

got back our O Lvl results on 10/1/11 .
mine wasn't really good.
then calls from relatives and parents' friends started,
it's really annoying. th phone keeps ringing off th hook non stop.
you'd think it was some bloody hotline.
anw, submitted my JAE on 13/1/11 and my JPSAE on 14/1/11 :)
planning to go on a picnic this following tues and play badminton on thurs.
well, i guess that's th simple outline of wtv that's happening :)

toodles,
yinying

things you'll never know.

secrets kept and untold.

sometimes, i'd wish to say it all out.

Baby,top. || 3:11 PM

Date : Friday, November 19, 2010

313th post.
hahahs maybe i should visit 313@somerset.
LOL -.-
hahahs okay updates :)

17/11
went to watch "Harry Potter & Th Deathly Hallows" with becky, cheryl, shruti and adeline.
bought th wrong timing tickets (12.45pm). managed to sell 2 away. hahhas!
watched th 1.45pm show.
th movie wasnt so bad. th snake part @ bathilda bagshot's home was scary.
hahahs! smuggled sushi and chips in.
went to arcade after watching th movie. cheryl lee's favourite past time.
hahhas! she's gna kill me if she sees this :)
went jewellery shopping. hahahs i think we spent like almost half an hour looking @ them:P
home-d.

18/11
happy birthday daddy ! :)
graduation day !
went to school wearing white. hahahs :)
wong gave us a rose and a badge saying "You're my darling angel"
hahahs! didnt bring my cam :(
walked into th hall. heard th principle and sister Deirdre's speech.
wong went up and said his speech. hahahs th angel part was in it :O
cheryl went up and she was damn nervous cause her face went RED :)
collection of scrolls. went down and took th grad certs and potpourri.
went backstage.
performed onstage. hahahs. guzhenggggg.
sighs, th sound was quite soft. cause one of th mike holder spoil :(
blahh blahh blahh. watched a video.
graduation cermony ended. then uhmmm...home-d.
had a power nap. lunch-d. got ready for prom.
met denica @ tiong. went to th hotel room before going down to th grand ballroom.
super crowded reception !
hahahs went in and others arrived too :)
took loads of photos.
started th dinner. along with awards presentation.
took loads of photos again.
mr ng and mr wong came on for awards presentation.
actually mr porcupine and mr cactus. DAMN LAME CAN!
what UNTOUCHABLES-.-
took photos again again. hahahs:)
went to find mrs gan, mrs leong, ms goh and ms lee.
mrs leong looks damn cool! so prettaye. hahahs:)
took photos with mr wong too. but it's in his cam :)
took photos again. awards presentation. blahh blahh.
then thy started blaring music like mad. and disco lights making us blind. hahhas.
went outside to save our ears and eyes :)
home-d with shruti :)
kinda missed prom night.

Baby,top. || 10:23 AM

Date : Thursday, September 23, 2010

hellos !
wont be posting till end of O's.
rawr . hve to STUDY :(
good luck for O lvl, peeps ! :)

Baby,top. || 6:22 PM

Guilty

Date : Tuesday, September 14, 2010

guilt.
it's kinda suffocating.
when i see you on th mrt, i feel th need to hide.
after you left, i reprimand myself for not walking up to you.
well, it's not th first time but remorse stays deep inside.
immensely guilty, no matter how many times i'd apologise.
you are what you are now 'cause of me.

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 5:05 PM

Date : Tuesday, July 20, 2010

SS essay test. (open book)
O Lvl Listening Compre.
annoying cupboard in 5J class !
was watching chef's kiss jst noww and ate kimchi ;D
hot hot hot ! spicy kimchi !
mummy shouldnt make it that spicy but i love it too :)
hahahs somebody going crazy over Z:EA esp minwoo. ha minwoo.

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 7:11 PM

Date : Thursday, July 15, 2010

how dead this blog seems.
dreadful days sometimes.
but there's always sushine after the rain.
friendship, i know that's all i need.
th tears that i fall mean nothing at all.
pushed around till the edge of breaking down.
you'll have to cry me out.

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 6:48 PM

Date : Friday, May 21, 2010

quite a weird day .

Baby,top. || 2:57 PM

Date : Monday, May 17, 2010

hello,
quite a boring day today. including th word "tired" ;/
got back our chinese, eng and ss .
was kinda okayy .
went to tiong with alim, ah lee and o-lang utan .
saw yuexuan, char, brother and kendrick :)
i like th duck wrapping paper :)
hahahs ! ate oreo mcflurry .
i think im gna get fatter at this rate im eating ice cream :/
but ice cream's th best remedy when you're sad, isnt it ?
sighs, too many things on my mind .
wish you would clear things up .
not leave them hanging there like they dont matter .

and YOU, doesnt mean i don't text you, you can't text me .
and it wasnt nice when you did that ignoring shit .
but i think i do forgive you, like always .
whenever you do stupid annoying things .
anyone reading this post, thinks that you refers to yourself .
'fraid not, cause th "you" im talking about is different .

Baby,top. || 9:36 PM

Date : Monday, May 10, 2010

8 May 2010
went to tiong to find mother's day present .
met someone and walked around tiong .
t'was raining so borrowed an umbrella .
th handle was spoilt . th umbrella shakes when th wind blowws .
got drenched when i reached tuition and i was LATE .
sighs, but thanks for th umbrella no matter what .

10 May 2010
bio paper 2 and amaths paper 1 today.
took 186 . saw junsheng, lucas and darren @ dawson .
chem paper 1 tmr .
gna mug chem like srsly . i think chem paper 2 was a horror .
i love u-kiss chicken adv :) it's so damn nice :)
hahahs !

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 6:32 PM

Date : Monday, April 26, 2010

been like a fool, searching for a long time .
at last effort pays off .
hahahs !
walked to classroom with alim during bio .
took around 20 mins ?
cause teachers have nothing for us to do
except watch gross insects shows .
bio spa tmr and amaths intergration test :(
sighs, dng VE thingy noww .
dont know what to write ehh .
debating with dormouse on msn . sighs, squabble squabble .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 7:44 PM

Date : Sunday, April 25, 2010

you were magical , perfect .
but you dont care .
where i am or where i went .
sometimes tears say all there is to say .
you arent who i thought you were .
another side of you that has truly shown .
not talking to you . for th longest period of time .
it's not as though you would miss me .

oh feck !

Baby,top. || 7:15 PM

Homeless Heart

Date : Thursday, April 22, 2010

gramps died . on sat .
his cremation was ytd .
stab of pain in my heart every now and then .

Baby,top. || 6:15 PM

Date :

That i might cry but telling no one .
And letting go but no one knows .
was tied together with a smile .
but im coming undone .
roller coaster kind of rush .
goodbye with a smile .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 5:49 PM

Date : Sunday, April 18, 2010

silent figures standing .
everyone's trying to give me a weak smile .
grief takes over .
cant stop those tears from falling .
but i know he's happy .
to be free from th hassle .
but I'll miss him :(
goodbye .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 7:56 AM

Sports Day 2010

Date : Friday, April 16, 2010

sports day today .
more like mud day .
walked th slow speed with alim when we reached school
cause we figured out it was gna rain .
got th cloth and face paint :)
borrowed catherine's black to write isabel on my arm :)
grand stand was wet . but stood up to watch th march anw .
walked into th field . one big wrong decision .
cheered for 4A during th tug of war .
skipped th watermelon eating compeition
cause went to clean ourselves .
had to rush for th olympic telematch .
dunked my face in flour,
and got whipped by th muddy skipping rope .
arghh . muddy shoes and whatnots .
sat 186 home . got a bit lost in th CBD area .
thanks shruti and good luck for your MT SA1 tmr !

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 11:05 PM

Date : Wednesday, April 14, 2010

went to run @ th stone track todayy .
they were cutting th grass and th fumes were terrible !
boring boring boring lessons .
went to queenstown nlb for lunch .
kinda funny why no stc girls wna go there to eat .
i think it's cause th food too oily luhh .
went to ld late . actually, there was no point gng .
cause we were locked out from th room .
thn dont know wht games to play . and not many people got come .
sighs, ended early in th end .
gna do all my homework and study ss .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 6:23 PM

Date : Sunday, April 11, 2010

had guzheng lessons .
went to NLB with car .
so many people there !
thn went to walk around in bugis street .
kinda tired noww :(

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 8:17 PM

Date : Saturday, April 10, 2010

Little change of heart,
Little light in th dark .
Little hope that you might find your way out of here .
Trying hard to not think of things .
To close my eyes and drift away .

Baby,top. || 10:23 PM

All Around Me

Date : Thursday, April 8, 2010

please forgive me by melissa hill is nice :)
started th day with someone uhmm.. crying ? aigoo .
amaths test today .
didnt know how to do part of qns 1 .
started raining heavily during chem .
had to do essay during english . eeek !
got quite good marks for my chinese compo which i knew i wrote crap .
VE was uhmm.. bland .
help to clean th class with alim . thn patch th holes of th walls .
went to eat with mh @ koufu .
ate th same thing in th end . thn went sheng siong .
morning run and e.geog quiz tmr .
gramps in th hospital . im kinda worried .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 5:12 PM

Toothless

Date : Tuesday, April 6, 2010

2 emaths and 2 amaths lessons today .
boringg .
i dont like th liberian, she's so annoying .
went to watch "how to train your dragon" @ bugis illuma .
with mh, ah dred and ah lee .
sat @ th end of th row . tsk .
freaking cold in th cinema .
i love toothless ! he's super cute .
hiccup's cute too :)

Baby,top. || 6:57 PM

Date : Tuesday, March 30, 2010

bio test part 2 .
amaths test .
chinese mock paper .
walked th longg way towards th mrt .
smeone thn started to tell a story tht once thy were walking,
thn it started to rain heavily .
thn there was this loudd thunder .
and it really started to rain heavily !
completely drenched by th time we reached th HDB blocks .
screamed like shit .
went to LJS to eat and dry ourselves .
couldnt stop laughing about th guy's head popping to look @ alim
while mh was dng th mm hmm mm hmm . hahahs !
gna go running tmr . three rounds :)
still deciding whether to wear class tee or house tee .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 7:28 PM

In A Mess

Date : Sunday, March 28, 2010

did a 'fession to jess .
was everything tht obvious ?
kinda got a load off my heart but somehow it made me confused too .
why did you lie to me ? :(
annoyingg .
ate ben & jerry's ice cream today :)
arghh .
bio test part 1 tmr .
bio test part 2 th day after tmr .
gtg .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 8:21 PM

Run Devil Run

Date : Friday, March 26, 2010

joined th keep fit club for th nyaa physical . hhahas!
jst ran a round for pe .
francis let us watch th softball match b/w our school and rv high .
was giving a FUNNY commentary . hahahs !
swear i screwed up my bio prelim SPA .
was helping alim do her chinese dialouge @ th mrt station .
thn went to novena to meet th admins .
didnt know tht novena had two squares :P hahhas !
finally got my u-kiss album ! <3

loves,
yinying

cluttered thoughts of you today .
i think my mind's jst so full of everything you said .
run devil run run ~

Baby,top. || 7:42 PM

Date : Thursday, March 25, 2010

23 mar '10
practised dance till 4 .
ben & jerry's free cone day !
sat cheryl's dad car to great world,
if not i would have been super late !
reached around th same time as th others .
saw quite alot of people tht i havent seen for a long time .
like uhmm..zhimin, huijia, durian head, nick foo, gladys, karen and luvena ?
many people @ great world for th free cone day lehh .
but th queue was fast . went hme early .
have gossip off th press !
car dont be sad uhh .

24 mar '10
saw shandy on th mrt in th morning .
gave her a BIG clue .
had stc's got talent auditions .
didnt pass but oh well, we only went for th points .
thy shouldnt have cameras and video-cam .
went to redhill to meet jess and shandyy .
talked for a while thn went home with shandy .
ate ben & jerry's dublin mudslide as my lunch :/
arghh, a bit pissed with someone .

25 mar '10
Surprise O lvl chinese mock paper for three periods !
tired tired tired .
stomache during ss . felt like dyingg .
did target setting during VE . thn had ptc .
mummy was complaining of th heavy rain @ tanjong pagar .
my results improved so wong nvr say much lahh .
but he complain tht i talk to vicki during phy !
RAWR . annoying luhh :(
gan came around and say i was a good girl . hahhas !
went to sheng siong with mummy . thn bought LJS .
tired tired today . bio prelim SPA tmr .

Baby,top. || 7:25 PM

Date : Wednesday, March 17, 2010

supposed to get my u-kiss album today but i wasnt free .
so wait for a while mre, my dear album ! LOL .
went to sentosa today morning.
played th 4D cinemax , extreme log ride and desperados .
wnted to play LUGE bt th weather damn hot .
walked to th universal studios . it's opening tmr ;D
wnted to buy th monkey wearing th tee-shirt
bt in th end jst bought a red star pen .
cause im gna buy mre another stuff when it finally opens ! <3
wnted to buy hershey's too
but i still have a king sized special dark choco in my fridge .
aigoo @ this rate, im gng to get even fatter ! ;(
went to eat @ viv0 .
bought books @ page one :)
havenet bought my cecelia ahern books
but thy can wait till i finish this two first :)
quite tired noww .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 5:15 PM

Dance

Date : Tuesday, March 16, 2010

crazy txt-ing day .
pick shruti mh and michelle from th mrt .
thn fetch cheryl frm th mrt next . brought her to my house to get smething .
we practised dancing bingeul bingeul @ my shop today .
uhmm.. today was a "sucess" ? hahhas !
ate xiaolong bao ! :)
quite tired noww .
having tuition l8r . sighs .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 6:10 PM

Double Outing

Date : Monday, March 15, 2010

had e. geog class today .
thn went to bugis illuma to watch dear john .
with shruti and becky .
illuma is really really silent .
and COLD !
cried during dear john . it's really damn nice and touching .
was raining heavily when we left th illuma .
had to rush to viv0 to meet other people .
wanted to watch " alice in wonderland " . but no seats i think .
walked to th pet shop, Daiso and page one .
aigoo . keep getting bullied by rex ;d
and stupidd lucas nvr help me
jst cause i not watching th 4 pm movie with them .
played hide and seek with th moon @ page one .
thn got scolded by th security guard @ page one for being too noisy .
hahahs ! lucas reaction damn funny .
others went for th movie while revi went shopping @ forever 21 .
but i was super tired so i went home first .
aigoo . i wnt watch yona yona penguin ! bt no one wnt to watch :(

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 9:26 PM

Movie

Date : Sunday, March 14, 2010

family buffet today .
busy busy busy .
my phone disappeared halfway .
found out tht daddy took it . tsk .
so glad to meet my cousins again :)
was busy playing th moron game and tap tap ;D
had to bring my mom's side of relatives to chinatown .
tired out ! ;(
busy movie planning noww .
planning really really sucks .
movie marathon tmr . one after another .
i wnt watch yona yona penguin !
how to train your dragon and th lovely bones after thy're out .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 8:32 PM

Date : Thursday, March 11, 2010

sitting here with ng min hui whose eating "rooster" rice .
but im so sure it's not kevin . and it's a female CHICKEN .
finished half learning bingeul bingeul dance .
ng min hui keep eating mentos and complaining free flow of mentos .
alim pangseh us . cheryl went home forgetting all th dance moves .
shruti went for higher tamil . twin sis went for music lessons .
im kinda tired of bingeul bingeul for like few hundred times .
but it's okay, i still love U-Kiss .
min hui's wondering whose my crush .
and she wants to eat mentos and crush my crush .
LOL . she say it rhymes . hahhas !
on faceboook noww . mh says she ignores those who add her .
so dont add her @ all !

Baby,top. || 6:30 PM

Date : Monday, March 8, 2010

got bck eng paper today .
wasnt tht bad . around my average or smething like tht ?
EFL in one mre dayyy !
had a screaming match with alim while running on th track .
cause of someone .
gosh i dont feel like caring anymre .

Baby,top. || 7:19 PM

Date : Friday, March 5, 2010

ahhhhhh !
i wnt u-kiss vampire ep 6 to be sub soon !
hahhas ep 5 is like DAMN funneh !
so sad kevin dint get chosen luhh :(
soohyun oppa is so romantic <3
hahahs im gng crazy soon .
gna go study with mh, shruti and mildred tmr :)
dont know wht's gna happen to my dinner ;(
promised jess i would go watch hello baby !
so im watching it noww :)
hahahs :)

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 7:44 PM

Holland V.

Date : Thursday, March 4, 2010

made an effort to talk to her today .
it's kinda hopeless .
went with alim to holland v.
waited for th stupidd 970 for like 20+ mins ?
weather was hot like shit .
went to eat @ swensens cause KFC was replaced by BK i think .
never eat my chicken in th basket much cause alim was rushing for time .
and omg, chicken in th basket is like hugeeee !
im mst have been madd to go and order it .
alim had to walked with me to mrt
cause i dint know how to walked frm holland v. to mrt
and there was NO bus gng towards my home .
tht made her late apparently .
got quite pissed @ each other . reasons regarding towards th weather too i supposed .
hope you had fun meeting your friend ! and tht she dint reprimand you for being latee !
hahahs !

Baby,top. || 7:06 PM

C .

Date :

why couldnt pple jst look frm my point of view ?
everybody's gng : "see, she's lonely . go talk to her lah . "
and th blame's on me when i dont talk to her and she gets all emo .
i get th blame when she jst says i pangseh her .
i get th blame when we have no conversation topics .
it gets suffocating . why cant you see it, pple ?
or do your think she's too innocent to make any mountain out of a molehill ?
while im playing th bad guy always .
if that's wht you call jst talking to her is wht a friend should do,
i'd rather not be friends with her .
cause friendship means nothing in this wayy .
wht do YOU wnt frm me ?
i cnt talk to you like normal anymre . not since like wht happened recently .
and mst importantly, we're not best friends @ all . i dont even confide anything to you .
so why do i have to account for everything tht you do or you think ?
someday, we're jst gna have this bigg confrontation .

pathetic is th word these days .

Baby,top. || 6:38 PM

love

Date : Monday, March 1, 2010

finished e.geog and e.maths ca1 today .
i think i screwed up my maths :(
pe was tiring like shit .
rawr .
i think i got a cough from th lemon tea + coke drink .
i dont feel well in my throat ?
sighs .
went hme with alim today . hope you have a fab party :)
suffering from after effects of a dinner :)
i think im gng crazyyyy . hahhas !
chem and eng ca1 tmr .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 5:39 PM

Red Cross Flag Day 2010

Date : Saturday, February 27, 2010

red cross flag day today.
went novena.
paired up with vivian to take a junior cause there was a shortage of thm :)
took a blue balloon <3
was scared it'll wack sme passer by so i decided to tie it to my hand ?
took it bck to commonwealth frm novena ! was so scared it would burst in th mrt.
let it go on th way bck to school :)
hope you fly really really far :) dear blue helium red cross stickers chicken pox balloon :)
went to meet friend @ redhill .
cause someone jst finished scouts cca thn need to changee .
alighted @ tiong cause we dont know where to stop . hahhas!
went to swingg :)
thn kopitiam . spent like so longg aruging tht i dont wnt to eat .
in th end i bought drinks to appease th argument ?
th ice lemon tea in kopitiam not nice luhh .
thn had another arugument on paying for th drinks .
some human uhh dont drink coke. thn poured th coke into my drink .
actually taste quite nice lahh.
but someone say cnt leave th kopitiam until finish th drink so i jst threw it away.
walked around tiong .
was held captive @ th mrt station cause waiting for kendrick to cme .
who knew he was still @ hme eating ! hahahs !
so i managed to go hme in th end cause he went to find kendrick .

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 7:54 PM

Mazel Tov

Date : Tuesday, February 23, 2010

friday saturday sunday mazeltov !
hahahs ! i think i really went crazy with mazeltov .
bought a career guidance book . i think i threw it smewhere in my bag .
saw celesta today . and i actually talked to her .
wow . like finally . hahhas ! and we were talking abt prawn .
MT O lvl mock P2 today . so boringg luhh .
&& fate plays a bigg part in life, yupps ?
was chatting with shruti abt humans .
who knew i really saw a someone ! prawn !
so scary ! :(
FYI, poking of shoulders are strictly not allowed on yours truly .
tapping of shoulders are allowed though .
gt no tuition todayy :) it's CANCELLED :)
im having a good luck day or wht ?
but got to do alot of mindmaps lahh .
tmr got CCA/ house practice .
dont feel like gng for either. maybe I'll skip both and eat lunch with others :)
hahhas !

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 5:23 PM

Binguel Binguel

Date : Monday, February 22, 2010

gone crazy with mh today .
hahahs!
my god . th local adverts makes me highh~
was dancing in class with mh while listening to binguel binguel .
~you make me tingle tingle~
i love Z:EA now too :) cause of mazeltov :)
monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday, mazeltov !~
chem was cancelled :)
and parv. jst told me tht there's 200 more days till O's .
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
hahahhas!

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 6:49 PM

Fallen

Date : Sunday, February 21, 2010

cried myself to sleep last night .
felt better in th morning .
U-Kiss cmg singapore in april ! <3
was having a heated discussion,
whether to get a minibus with mh.
but thn we realised we werent sure,
whether we are gna go stalking .
made th discussion pointless..
Hahahs !

if you think you understand me,

cry with me, my friend.

suddenly, i need a warm shoulder to cry upon.

Baby,top. || 7:41 PM

Date : Friday, February 19, 2010

frightening truth .
how could a brother read a sister mind so clearly ??
if I did like him, wont it be scaryyy ?? :(
and what would happen after I did ?
and there's always another human present .
yknow i have th shadow of rejection stalking me .
im scared, brother :(
dont know what to decide on .
maybe i'll jump and fall .

loves,
yinying

ps.

and "we" werent lovey dovey ytd luhh . i treat him like a friend ? :)

Baby,top. || 10:03 PM

Belated Valentine's Present

Date :

loves ytd :)
peer tutorial was cancelled. so i ended early.
reached queenstown nlb @ around 3.30 with shruti .
but thn th others got lost and came in a taxi @ 5.30 .
@ least darren came around 5 and sat with me till 5.30 :)
lucas and rex kept apologising . hahahs !
met jess on th way while walking bck to dawson.
dawson has a new foodcourt ! :)
from th left row, ken - prawn - lucas
from th right row, rex - yinying - shandy - jess
kept making strawhearts while some were eating.

crescent moon :
thanks for th choco, rex :)
and th letter too <3
dont be a money waster okays? :) hahahs !

L*brother :
thanks for th lollipop :)
was kinda surprised so many pple came :)

shandy :
sorry you had to go th longgg way home always.
and walk bck to where you took th cab frm.
remind me tht i owe you and jess valentine's presents kays.

Baby,top. || 3:20 PM

Date : Wednesday, February 17, 2010

oh im so damnnn pissed !
with my little cousins .
kept dropping food on th flr and keep playing around with my toys .
tmr there's physics test but i havent learnt it ! :(
sighs. @ least there's tmr to cheer me ups ! :)
and for th last time ,
min hui, i dont have a BF !
gng orchard noww .

Baby,top. || 5:13 PM

Again

Date : Monday, February 15, 2010

thump thump goes my heart.
might you be th missing piece?
yet again, fear strikes.
my foolishness caused me pain .
will history repeat itself ?
falling for you again. sighs*

loves,
yinying

made me smile. once again.

made me happy. once again.

Baby,top. || 6:55 PM

CNY 2010

Date : Sunday, February 14, 2010

HAPPY RAWR-ING TIGER NEW YEAR ! <3

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! <3

jst went to chinatown to go "play" squeezing with everyone.

sighs it's always like tht one luh.

tiring early morning luh.

love you peeps! <3

special note to jess :

it's valentine day and i owe you a present ! sorry sis !

xoxo,

yinying

Baby,top. || 1:41 AM

Single Thought Of You

Date : Saturday, February 13, 2010

i thought of you day and night.
it made me smile. like how i used to.

but oh well, im being silly. again.
this feeling will soon go away.
cause i know there's someone in your heart.
*giggles*
wish you were here. right now.
th last group photo we took looked like a family photo.
sighs, maybe cl is right. i do miss them.

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 12:19 PM

Date : Friday, February 12, 2010

sms bombed ! :(
internet bombed ! :(
i nvr sms so much luh !
sobs*
congrats dongblebee whose graduating ! <3
wheee~ 10.2.10

kevin dont overexert yourself ! rest well :)

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 8:38 PM

Celebrations Feb 2010

Date :

At 6am, i was sleepy.
At 7am, i was excited.
At 8am, i was upset.
At 9am, i was hot under th sun.
At 10am, i was studying.
At 11am, i was squabbling with a human.
At 12 pm, i was falling asleep.
At 1pm, i was pissed @ a irresponsible human.
At 2pm, i was strolling in tiong.
At 3pm, i felt like crying.
At 4pm, i finally decided to eat.
At 5pm, i was happily texting someone<3 before having a nap.
At 6pm, i was watching U-Kiss Vampire ep 2 and 3 :)
At 7pm, i was watching teevee.
At 8pm, outside my window, fireworks are gng on.

sighs,
hope you like your presents:)
today is LNY, Valentine's Day and Total Defence Day celebrations! 3 in 1 !

Rex :
hello crescent moon ! nxt time we should meet up on our nxt free day :)
and invite me along to watch movie lah. teehees<3 i wnt a valentine's gift from you !
hahhas!

Lucas :
hellos my dongsaeng :) hope you ate my brownie and dint go to th hospital ;P
hahahs! rmb to remind me i owe jess her valentine's present ! and im so sad nwww:(

Jess :
Apologises to you ! sorry i forgot your present ! ;p
love you, sis :)

Shruti :
hey ! nah im not sad. seriously. (repeated)

Baby,top. || 7:40 PM

Wiped Happy Memories

Date : Sunday, February 7, 2010

hellos !
just added a new YOUNGER "brother" :)
tmr got 2.4 practice during pe.
sighs, dont feel like gng lehh.
&& xtra chem after school.

little L. brother :
hahhas dont wry i'll tell you wht i wnt for my birthday when it's near(:
and what do you wnt for yours?

jess :
omg we have so much in common luh. promise to meet up after O's kay.
i go with you into candy empire to find your chocos (;
and we could converse in korean 24/7(:
hahahs!

guean :
hello kevin fan ! are you shocked im in a girl's school? hahhas! chillll [:

when we dont talk. things go through our mind.

when we finally speak. we're speechless to each other.

are you th friend I knew once?

Baby,top. || 6:56 PM

Date : Friday, February 5, 2010

oh crap !
my photos went to disappearing land.
and never came bck.
must re-do again tmr.
but quite busy tmr lehh.
sighs.

Baby,top. || 11:49 PM

Date :

케빈 is my energy pill (:
drawing a flower is exhausting.
sighs,
tired out from editing videos.
still have a longg way to go.

&& thanks for your concern.
dont wry too much abt your friend lah, he'll be alright (:

loves,
yinying:)

Baby,top. || 11:22 PM

Date : Thursday, February 4, 2010

tragic fate.
when we dont speak.
many things go through our mind.
when we finally talk,
it's just for tht moment.
you talk to her more thn me.
maybe we really arent meant to be friends.
sighs.

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 7:40 PM

Date : Wednesday, February 3, 2010

watching U-KISS vampire now.
super funny ! hahhas!
케 빈 <3
i love dongho's doggie. heehee^^

1 Feb
tired out from ytd shinee fan meet.
pe was horrendous. i had a super painful stitch :(

31 Jan
went to shinee's fan meet.
keep running up down up down th stairs leh !
dint see them actually. but i know their minibus and where thy're staying:)
lion and th rest continued stalking after 3 pm. but i went home.
cause too tired and dont feel well.
**, thanks for your concern(:
lucas, you should have come luh.

Baby,top. || 8:00 PM

Date : Tuesday, January 26, 2010

hope your words wasnt true from your heart.
if it was, i think i've found a b**** in th midst of my friends.
sighs, making my blog private soon(:
you'll be contacted if your invited(:
quite a few pending through my head.
sighs.

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 10:04 PM

Wishes

Date : Thursday, January 21, 2010

wish for a happier smile.
wish for my troubles to be gone.
wish we could talk everything under th sun.
wish you were tht amiable human i once knew.
wish you could be a little less distant and a little less mean.
sigh,
oh where has my fairy godmother flew to?
she should be here granting my wishes.
sighs.

*regarding this post, CH has nothing to do with it.

&& get well soon si ت
hope you'll be in school tmr[:

loves,
yinying

as i promised,
number of times i met trudy @ th mrt station : 3

Baby,top. || 9:36 PM

LIAR

Date : Wednesday, January 20, 2010

i dont get what's gng on sometimes.
but what i really know is...
i kinda dislike you right nowww.
esp. today.
you tried to make me feel guilty when i alr packed finished my things.
you knew i was gna wait for you but you said something tht hurt my ego.
and you still continued to slowly pack your things untill leong said "auntie C. "
andddd,
you were right behind me when we went to ask m.y. whr were th others.
and then i heard lion calling my name.
you were right behind me. when i reached th table, i saw you talking to shujun luh.
when chinese language ask you during ss,
you said i pangseh you ?!?
LIKE OMG , and WTH luh.
CH you changed like damn alot.
alim was right from th start.
sighs*

pissed,
yinying

Baby,top. || 7:18 PM

Date : Tuesday, January 19, 2010

MT O lvl Mock Paper today. sighs*
currently laughing like shit over th u-kiss shows.
omg they are like damn funny.
especially kevin and alexander :)
KEVIN <3

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 6:57 PM

Date : Monday, January 18, 2010

not sure how im feeling now.
anxious? a bit frightened i guess.
marshmellow-d during pe.
lion's influence. hahahs! :)

quote of my day :

that's why thy call them crushes.

if thy were easy, thy'd call them something else.

Baby,top. || 6:30 PM

Date : Saturday, January 16, 2010

finding a true friend,
is sometimes like finding a pin in a haystack.
it is true that friends leave deep footsteps in your life.
but if those footsteps were left on sand,
wont thy be washed away by th seawater?

how i wish you were here, my friend.
to listen about all my troubles all over again.
and tell me everything's gna be fine.

xoxos,
yinying

will you be there for me when im sad?
Oh what a questioning question.

Baby,top. || 10:43 PM

Date : Thursday, January 14, 2010

wipe away tears.
wipe away sad smiles.
but still,
i think i have a fatal illness called sadness ;(
dying of it.

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 8:12 PM

Date : Monday, January 11, 2010

nobody cries because they wnt to.
needing comfort like everything.
sad day, sad time.

Baby,top. || 8:00 PM

Date :

release of o lvl results today.
scary tension in th air.
dont wry si you'll still have me supporting you:)

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 6:58 PM

Date :

i love sparkling fugi apple ! :)
release of o lvl results today .
scary tension in th air .
dont wry si you'll still have me supporting you :)
ying loves you so cher ups :]
gng for th acjc open house on 13 dec, i think .
cheryl, i got my locker and it's right beside yours :) hahahs !
lucas you have ap dont lose your temper on me !

loves
yinying

Baby,top. || 6:58 PM

Date : Wednesday, January 6, 2010

very tired today.
and th weather was hot like shit.
i so dislike tht MOK . i bet her real real name was MOCK .
HAHAHS! :) kay i feel damn mean now.
went to eat ljs with lion. hard time cutting th chicken.
ld was in th LL room.
had auditions for th cca fair. and thought of ideas for th flyers.
another ld meeting. "someone" ask me if i was emo. what a funny thing.

**, cause you know your heart's still with her.
so dont fool around with me.
you jst trying to find comfort after your heartbreak. jst like i did.
think it over properly.

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 7:18 PM

Date : Monday, January 4, 2010

first day of school.
begining of sec 4.
was raining. and th school looked even more creepier.
i so hate th toilets. th canteen is super small.
at least our classrooms have aircons.
**, thanks for cheering me up sometimes:)
lucas you damn funny lah.
we're like having this stupid conversation about bullying this "someone"

loves,
yinying

ps. someone doesnt trust her friend's words. and her friend's so sad.

Baby,top. || 6:51 PM

Date : Friday, January 1, 2010

Happy New Year !
may this new year bring better days and more happiness.

on th day tht was unbearable to continue living,
nature showed me there was other things to live for.
treading upon th soft snow.
been clinging on too long. for 2 years.
since last year, i couldnt bring myself to let go.
th pain was so fresh. it's over. i promise.
it'll just be a bittersweet memory.
my last i love you, dearest.

Baby,top. || 4:52 PM

BYE

Date : Sunday, December 20, 2009

flying off today.
back in 31 dec.
merry xmas first, pple!

sheryl, what sneaky things are you up to? hahahs!
lion, tell me what she was dng..
&& dont miss me so much uh. hahhas!

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 5:01 PM

airplane

Date : Saturday, December 19, 2009

flying off tmr. midnight actually.
but must reach airport early to do shopping.
shanghai thn dalian. afterwards all th way upwards til harbin.
BIG shopping spreeeee:)
if have time, thn i'll blog again tmr.

Baby,top. || 10:35 PM

peekture

Date :

this is a clear photo of all of us:)
credits to kendrick. (jeric's little brother)
@ jeric's birthday party.
so damn unfair im in th frnt pic:(

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 10:03 PM

Date : Thursday, December 17, 2009

no matter what i do,
i always forget to forget you.
will i be able to forget 26 dec 2008?
even on the coldest day?

i wnt to bake gingerbread man ! :)

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 7:42 PM

Date : Tuesday, December 15, 2009

today shouldnt be th day i see you.
yet today has been an eventful day.
to think i was still thinking abt if i was @ th surprise during 0000 hours.
to sit inside your house makes me think of last year.
i used to be so happy just sitting @ th stairs outside.
even a glimpse would make me smile.
but yet, everything changed.
your birthday present is with me. yet, i cant bring myself to give you.
what if, you continued dng what you did last year.
last christmas's song is so nice to hear.
tgt with ps. im still not over you.
bitter laughs and me not daring to look @ you.

thanks lion:) for th tags and smses.
thanks si:) for everything:) cheer ups:)
thanks car:) for being my alibi.
thanks shandy, shanwen and th rest:) for inviting me:)

Baby,top. || 10:11 PM

Date :

was supposed to be a sad sad day today.
went to bugis with daddy and mummy.
kept discussing where to go with lion.
in th end, dint go anywhere with lion.
quite happy about my guzheng results :) :)
76/100 :) yay! i thought i'll fail :P

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 9:56 PM

Happy Fifteen

Date :

was supposed to be a sad sad day today.
cause it reminds me of someone.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERIC SEAH :)

went to bugis with daddy and mummy.
kept discussing where to go with lion.
in th end, dint go anywhere with lion.
quite happy about my guzheng results:) :)
76/100 :) yay! i thought i'll fail :P
went to tiong for a "mini gathering".
got cheated:( but still happy to see m'friends :D
went jeric's house to sing happy birthday and cut cake.
forced to take picture with him. how can liddat to your SAW ?!
julia you should be my saviour and save me!!!
grrr~ i'll get even one day.
i ah-dored kendrick. he's grown chubbier:)
late for appointment with car to play badminton.
who knew it started to rain.
so i accompanied her to her gramps house.
home-d.

Baby,top. || 9:56 PM

Date : Friday, December 11, 2009

CHAO JUN!
omg. you should tell me you had my blog url.
and fyi. you spelled my NAME wrongly.
gosh. if you were online now. i'd kill you.
even if you were my primary school friend.

Baby,top. || 5:56 PM

Words Unsaid, Tears Untold

Date :

th winds are blowing their secrets to me.
th clouds are moving too fast when i look.
th sky seems too blue for my comfort.

a broken promise is like a broken mirror.
shattered into a million pieces.
but reflecting everything in th past.

my memory fades. of you.
no matter how hard i try to recall.
everything is a partial blur.
i'll let you go. out of my heart. out of my head.

somehow, click five's mary jane sounds good for this post.

Baby,top. || 4:42 PM

Date : Wednesday, December 9, 2009

went out today. first to yishun.
to shop @ body shop:)
i so heart th japanese cherry blossom lotion:)
thn a fire broke out @ yishun's new wing. damn weird.
cause i was saying maybe a fire broke out when i saw alot of people walking in th opp direction.
went to SSC. ate newyork newyork:)
forgot to take my body shop bag. thn while we were sending my aunt home.
my mum was scolding my dad when she finally realised. hahah!
went bck to newyork newyork to take my stuff again.
home-d:)
having a bad headache nw:(
ps. lion, reply my email FAST!

Baby,top. || 10:22 PM

No Ordinary Love

Date : Friday, December 4, 2009

Happy Belated Birthday, Lion ! :)
Happy Birthday, Mummy ! :) :)
trying to finish my hmewrk these days.
super super super tiring.
had this scary dream about someone.
and something about i jumped off a cliff and got lost.
and no, i dont mean cct.
sigh,
si if you were here.
wont you give me a good piece of advice?
but then again, you arent.

for hating you, i blame myself.
seeing you, it kills me somehow.
few mre days to th birthday.
few mre mre days till th day.
few mre mre mre days till THT day.

Baby,top. || 2:30 PM

Date : Monday, November 23, 2009

you seem so distant. so different.
what happend? this feels like how you were before. exactly like your silent strike.
wish i could be there to help you.
i feel like your wallowing in depression, my friend.
if you need me, i'll try to help?

Baby,top. || 8:29 PM

Date : Friday, November 20, 2009

long time no blogged?
quite busy these few days. i mean weeks. hahahs!
tmr need to go m'sia for wedding dinner.
can see my cousins :)
and i so love my dress.
oh another interesting fact : i got stung by a bee ?!
like wth. when im gna have my exam soon !!!
RAWR.

no loves today.
yinying

Baby,top. || 10:46 PM

Sliced Apart

Date : Thursday, November 5, 2009

4/11
did a veh veh stupid thing.
went to school @ 7.10am thinking tht it was phy lesson first.
in th end, it was bio lesson first and our class had no bio lesson!
called jia min to see if she could let me stay @ her house until it was phy lesson.
but she nvr pick up th call !:( was talking to sheryl too.
called and called until my phone batt. went flat.
went to school. th mod 2 girls were still there.
lion cut her hair:) stayed @ th library. i seriously think tht th librarian is WEIRD.
saw germ and sheryl. went to pick up th emaths textbooks from th past sec 4s.
others continued cmg. phy lesson. helped to clear up th pet rocket rubbish.
i seriously wonder why th school hires cleaners when th cleaners dont even do these things!
ptc with wong. BAD.
ate macs. walked around tiong.
did physics ws.

5/11
did physics hols assignment.
guzheng-d. did physics again.
done a bit of chinese.

best friend ah...
will you be there when i need you..?

Baby,top. || 4:58 PM

Gloomy

Date : Monday, November 2, 2009

cried super hard last night.
Watered my face with tears.
saw leika @ school bus stop. reached school with min yi.
had bio and phy lessons.
leong was late for half an hour while wong dragged th lesson for half an hour.
my brain was mentally drained.
best friend dint need to go for lessons cause she has camp briefing.
tht's super unfairrrr ! but best friend is gng tmr :)
best friend is sad. so am i.

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 10:11 PM

Teddy

Date : Sunday, November 1, 2009

guzheng-d today. cried cause th teacher scolded me like shit.
talked to best friend on msn. thank you.
and you should thank me for helping you in your research.
you should put in your sources : yinying:)
hahahs!
later need to go practise guzheng again.

was sad and happy ytd.
mummy and daddy insisted on gng to vivo.
bus was super empty. but there was a traffic jam.
super alot of people. thn i realised it was halloween today.
saw th art exhibition @ 4 lvl.
daddy not willing to buy me th necklace. thn i got super sad.
but in th end thy both bought me a big big teddy bear.
hahahs! omg i damn happy.

Baby,top. || 1:41 PM

End Of School 2009

Date : Friday, October 30, 2009

last day of school.
quite boring during assembly.
but it's th last time our school can be tgt for assembly. cause our hall's gna be superr small.
sat with min hui. and she keep telling me she veh sad.
went to get th theresian heart award. thn went bck class for partyyy.
minhui : your ahma's beehoon veh nice:) so were th hotdogs
ade, cheryl, alicia, sumathi, minhui and me went tiong to eat kopitiam
but i only sat there and listen to minhui's mp4.
saw my primary school friend again. i keep seeing him these few days.
saw ne0 ahma with suizhi @ more thn words.
walked around. went to pops.
saw revisia, shandy and yuexuan @ KFC . i think i saw wee keat too.
maybe others but i didnt look clearly.
oh and my another primary school friend was also there. but he's from GESS.
who th bloody hell is tht idiot who keep shouting his name. tsk tsk.
lion's my new 가장 친한 친구 :)
home-d. guzheng-d.

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 6:37 PM

noted

Date :

for yellow lion :)

안녕, 나의 친한 친구. 특별히 당신이 게시할 수있습니다.
느낌이 영광? 하하
당신은 나에게 비밀이 많은 빚을지고.
언젠간 내 말 수있습니다.
침팬지에 대한 걱정은하지 않습니다.
그녀는 다시 전에 그것을 알고있을거야.

Hi, my new best friend.
This post is specially for you.
you should be so honored? Haha
You owe me a lot of secrets, you know.
And maybe someday I'll be able to tell you some of mine.
do not so sad for the chimpanzee.
She'll be back before you know it.
you ah, your Friend. how can only be friend.
you know her for 3 years alr leh.
not sure if th korean is correct. teehee.
reply this okays?:)

Baby,top. || 6:31 PM

blink of an eye

Date : Thursday, October 29, 2009

quite busy this week.

26 nov
loads of CFT and chinese bridging.
had bio 'O' lvl SPA. went with kuh-laire to Vivo.
wanted to buy bakerzin but decided against it
cause eat too much alr :) hahahs !

27 nov
went to th bodyworld exhibition @ singapore science centre
it was super cool. cause you get to see real bodies donated to be cut up
went to explore th science centre after th demo talk
thy have a new section "SOUND"
went to jurong library with minhui, vivian, zoey and sheryl.
now every library member can borrow up to 6 books!
hui dint borrow any books.
went to IMM to eat mos burger.
bought a longgg fishcake while walking there. hui bought seaweed chicken.
hahahs! exactly like last time.
quite full after i finished th fishcake so i only ate large fries @ mos burger.
walked around IMM. so long never go there already i think around 3 years.

28 nov
whole day of chinese bridging.
went home @ 11.30am.
finally! cause extra maths lesson was cancelled.
went home to bath and change clothes.
went yishun to return my 2 library books cause i finished reading them.
hahahs! i feel like a reading maniac. went to borrow another 2 books.
ate lunch. went to gramps home.
saw my smallest cousin. frankly, she's a girl but she looks like a guy.
maybe cause of th resemblance to my grandpa.
but her head looks like a tortise. omg i feel super mean.
but seriously, she looks like th cute cute tortise head.
&& she's super squirmy. but i love carrying her.
went to toa payoh after that.
went pops to buy pens. ate pepper lunch.
home-d.

29 nov
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALIM !
may your wishes come true.
cleared up our classroom. sat down to play games.
had chem 'O' lvl SPA. i think it's okay.
went to tiong with minhui, vivian and minyi to eat LJS.
saw my primary school friend. well, actually two of them.
i think one of them will recognise me if i stand right in frnt of him.
home-d.

last day of school tmr! 2009 school year passed really fast.
STC will move to commonwealth
where there's no more orchard, vivo or even tiong!
which mean i cnt visit * house.
walking to school takes ten minutes from th mrt.
but @ least commonwealth is near queenstown nlb.
wong wnt to meet mummy tmr. tsk tsk.
next week still have extra phy and bio lessons.

Baby,top. || 3:45 PM

Zip

Date : Saturday, October 24, 2009

dearest,
i to wave goodbye.
to not be in singapore in th most painful day. but to return on th most regretful day.
at least life's given me th best bargain.
i hope th cold numbs my soul and freeze my heart.
forgetting you like th past. but our memories will be preserved.
as th light fades, i'll see th stars shine.

Baby,top. || 8:05 PM

Zap

Date : Thursday, October 22, 2009

17 oct 09
went to vivo with lion to watch haeundae.
damn early.
there was only around 7 people in th seats for th 10.55 am show.
bought popcorn and drinks.
lion keep eating th salty ones and i keep eating th sweet ones
when we both wnt th complete opposite flavour.
shivered out of th cinema.
walked around. lion went to buy her SJ cd.

22 oct 09
had pbl presentation for th sec 2s.
watch a movie for chinese bridging lessons.
thn some boring police talk and CFT.

Baby,top. || 7:04 PM

Date : Thursday, October 15, 2009

finally end of eoy.
went with cheryl, becky, ah soh and kuh-laire.
saw p @ ljs.
saw my primary school friend @ kopitiam. ate korean food.
im gna play, play and play!
debating wht i wnt to do.
oh becky you own me a treat and a movie! :)
oh and rmb to buy your bro a basketball.
yawns*

loves,
yinying

dont know wht's gng on. dont wnt to care.

Baby,top. || 7:00 PM

Shaking Cold

Date : Wednesday, October 14, 2009

hellos.
typing these words within 3 min.
jst finished physics p1 and amaths.
i think my both papers are screwed.
bio and emaths p1 tmr.
and thn NO MORE exams!

oh and i seriously dont know wht is going on with you two insane human.
gna cram my head with bio today.
ciaos till exam ends!

xoxo,
yinying

Baby,top. || 1:25 PM

Once In A Lifetime

Date : Friday, October 9, 2009

was quite pissed with two people today.
physics 'O' level SPA.
im failing 1 part of it alr.
saw rex and others @ macs.
rex and rica was gng to watch movie @ tiong?
LOL it's superr unfair their exams end earlier than mine.
oh i've decided to cut back my concave hairstyle when my hair's longer.
th long concave hairstyle.
going to study egeog.

loves,
yinying

when you're out of sight, i'll have you out of my mind

Baby,top. || 7:03 PM

Date : Wednesday, October 7, 2009

had super fun today. laugh until i stomach ache.
thanks ah dred for drawing monkey<3
thank alim for teaching me chem. and for th taxi fee.
apparently i saw this uncle who looked like ne0 when i was gng hme frm subway.
gng to study physics.

update on animal family:
cheryl --- horken (horse chicken)
alim --- ducken (duck chicken)
minhui --- pandalion (panda lion)
sheryl --- wolfgle (wolf eagle)
shujun --- giraffetrich (giraffe ostrich)
mildred --- crocodile chimpanzee pig ( idk how to pair these up)
me --- monkey and unamed animal:)

loves,
yinying

Baby,top. || 3:42 PM

cause I know , I've gone and let you enter too far in my life. and all that's left are shattered hopes, memories and splattered tears. but i'll always remember the best of you.

cause I know ,

I've gone and let you enter too far in my life.
and all that's left are shattered hopes, memories and splattered tears.

but i'll always remember the best of you.