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Tuesday, January 17, 2012Y
bad day.

flunked. optech.
most important subject and i flunked.
depressed.
it got me thinking that maybe i should have done a nicer cavity.
then maybe i would have passed.
but i cant do anything about it now,
so i guess i'd have to wait. and see.
and probably improve on my drilling teeth skills.
i want to cry. but th tears just stop at the brim.
maybe it's the presence of you, dear.
thanks for today, dear.

loves,
yinying

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Sunday, January 15, 2012Y
someone like you.

that sense of security. and happiness.
when he's around.
it just makes things worthwhile.

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Saturday, December 31, 2011Y
last day of 2011

few more minutes to end of 2011 and th start of 2012.
let's recap about th happenings in 2011.
secondary school - O levels - Results - open houses - JC - Poly.
and ended up in my dental hygiene course.
elections and floodings in singapore.
first clinical attachment in HPB and NUS ^^
went to hokkaido during th september holidays.
1/11/11. 11/11/11. special dates to note.
*laughs*
oh well, loads of happy things after september.
shall not elaborate much :)
happy new year's eve peeps! <3


anw, short notes to a few friends here :)
@marilyn : so glad i met you darlinggg~! <3 thanks for all th support and care you've given me :) i might have become a emo kid w/o you. stay happy! <3
@sherly : b1 ! my first friend in th course! rather insane at moments but i love you all th same! ^^ no thanks for teaching mm how to tickle me! :P
@pearly : hi lil sis! wonder if you'll ever get to read this post. hehehe thanks for being such a great sis and spazzing about SNSD like a crazy girl! :)
@sandy : hi mommy, hehehehe sorry i didnt celebrate your birthday with you :P i most certainly will in 2012! :) dont bully me anymore! <3
@claire : oreooooo~ wish we could have met up more this year. ice cream tgt again in 2012 ^o^ best wishes for your mum too! :)
@lee : lee lee idiot. hehehe always disappearing! need find a rope to tie you down. meet up soon kkay :) miss you loads ( and no, i dont mean i miss your nonsense)try to stay good! ^~^


loves,
yinying.

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Friday, November 11, 2011Y
11.11.11

11.11.11 <3
what a special date to remember.
caught th 11.11am and 11.11pm today :)
dental hygiene lab, 3hr break, bio practical
and then stayed back for op tech discussion~

but had quite a fun day today ^^

camwhoring with th webcam with my friends :)



loves,
yinying

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Thursday, October 20, 2011Y

finished attachment at NUS last week.
it was really fun :) esp with the pedodontics <3
and just started school again this week :/
and i fell sick on th first day of school. how brilliant.
op tech lessons are in th morninggg, must wake up really early.
raining almost everyday ><
okay, need to go study dental hygiene.

toodles,
yinying


there can be miracles when you believe.

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Thursday, October 6, 2011Y

Lend me a listening ear,
I'm falling into th depths again.
Just another deep dark lonely night.
No twinkling stars for company,
Only th clouds floating in th dark gloomy sky.

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Thursday, September 8, 2011Y

and th last time i checked, you were such a nice girl.
but then again, looks can be deceiving.
anyways, why am I feeling fed up over this?

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Sunday, August 28, 2011Y

same cabin.
same direction.
same row of seats.
yet, two friends sitting apart as if they dont know each other.
honestly, ridiculous :/



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Friday, February 25, 2011Y

friday, my most slacking JC day of th whole week (:
met alim for lunch @ nyny (:
went for medical checkup @ Jurong Medical Centre :/
a "thank you" to zaara for showing me where and alim for bringing me there :)
i got cheated into taking th medical examination.
no one told me there was going to be a blood test ;d
x-ray was like super fast. but i had to wear th shirt which was like a gown for me.
went for height, weight and bp taking.
met th doctor for "checkup" ?
hahahs he's so funny. i tell him my leg pain. he say nvrm.
then he started telling me about isotonic drinks.
after he finished checkup, he tell me my skin like that should eat more rice cause lack of vit B :O
finally went home after that (:

till i blog again,
toodles :)

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Wednesday, February 16, 2011Y
bad MRT ride

in th middle of 3rd week of th start of JC life.
super busy with lectures and tutorial ws to complete :0
i like my geog teacher :)
he actually calls himself a polar bear. hahahs! :D
biology in jc is super super duper different from secondary school luhh.
actually, all the subjects are very different. hahahs :) even CHINESE :'(
just finished my bio tutorial ws and gp qns :)
still have to read up on chem practical tmrw and do my chem tutorials.
ah, hell.
was half-harassed by two ex-fairfield methodist guys.
totally sarcastic, ego obsessed bastards who cant seem to stfu.
they talk like i'm bloody deaf.
or im so dumb that idk that they are talking about me -.-
what fcktards. and i had to tolerate them from boon lay all th way to redhill.
after they left, i had to endure another girl talking to her grandmother about how bad JC life is and how wonderful th FOOD in poly is.
srsly, she doesnt go to school to study but she goes to eat th food there.
met charlotte @ tp mrt station :))
home-d, like finally.
gtg, do my hw now :/

loves,
yinying

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Friday, January 28, 2011Y
JC Day 2

JJC admin day 2.
assembly, college tour, OG bonding.
did th waka waka and chicken dance. Very funny luhh :)
lunch-d with brother :) his umbrella kept falling down. HAHA!
almost couldnt get out of th mrt when I reached commonwealth station.
decided to take cab cause it's raining.
but too many pple waiting for taxi, so i gave up and took 105.
took a damn long ride and got bus sick :/
stupid bus uncle did not tell me where to alight and i overshot th bus stop.
walk to th opp bus stop to hail a taxi. but no taxi ! :/
when i finally reached CJC, they having CCA fair. Noisy like hell.
Couldnt find blk F and no one could point to me th correct block.
even th teacher also never help me :'(
found th place at last and went for audition. th teachers all very nice luhh.
i think it went rather well. and hahhas i met my sec one senior ! <3
finally home-d. THANK GOD.
lucky tmrw is saturdayyyyy then sundayyy <3

sighs, next week mon-wed have orientation camp. WTH.
lucky have peipei in my OG18 (:

totally exhausted,
yinying

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Sunday, January 16, 2011Y

long time since i've posted !
kinda bored right now, so i'm posting here :)
went to shanghai from 23 dec till 31 dec :)
it was frigging cold but oh well, i love th cold wind :)
not alot of shopping. more of sight seeing.
actually more of lakes. HA !

got back our O Lvl results on 10/1/11 .
mine wasn't really good.
then calls from relatives and parents' friends started,
it's really annoying. th phone keeps ringing off th hook non stop.
you'd think it was some bloody hotline.
anw, submitted my JAE on 13/1/11 and my JPSAE on 14/1/11 :)
planning to go on a picnic this following tues and play badminton on thurs.
well, i guess that's th simple outline of wtv that's happening :)

toodles,
yinying

things you'll never know.
secrets kept and untold.
sometimes, i'd wish to say it all out.

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Friday, November 19, 2010Y

313th post.
hahahs maybe i should visit 313@somerset.
LOL -.-
hahahs okay updates :)

17/11
went to watch "Harry Potter & Th Deathly Hallows" with becky, cheryl, shruti and adeline.
bought th wrong timing tickets (12.45pm). managed to sell 2 away. hahhas!
watched th 1.45pm show.
th movie wasnt so bad. th snake part @ bathilda bagshot's home was scary.
hahahs! smuggled sushi and chips in.
went to arcade after watching th movie. cheryl lee's favourite past time.
hahhas! she's gna kill me if she sees this :)
went jewellery shopping. hahahs i think we spent like almost half an hour looking @ them:P
home-d.

18/11
happy birthday daddy ! :)
graduation day !
went to school wearing white. hahahs :)
wong gave us a rose and a badge saying "You're my darling angel"
hahahs! didnt bring my cam :(
walked into th hall. heard th principle and sister Deirdre's speech.
wong went up and said his speech. hahahs th angel part was in it :O
cheryl went up and she was damn nervous cause her face went RED :)
collection of scrolls. went down and took th grad certs and potpourri.
went backstage.
performed onstage. hahahs. guzhenggggg.
sighs, th sound was quite soft. cause one of th mike holder spoil :(
blahh blahh blahh. watched a video.
graduation cermony ended. then uhmmm...home-d.
had a power nap. lunch-d. got ready for prom.
met denica @ tiong. went to th hotel room before going down to th grand ballroom.
super crowded reception !
hahahs went in and others arrived too :)
took loads of photos.
started th dinner. along with awards presentation.
took loads of photos again.
mr ng and mr wong came on for awards presentation.
actually mr porcupine and mr cactus. DAMN LAME CAN!
what UNTOUCHABLES-.-
took photos again again. hahahs:)
went to find mrs gan, mrs leong, ms goh and ms lee.
mrs leong looks damn cool! so prettaye. hahahs:)
took photos with mr wong too. but it's in his cam :)
took photos again. awards presentation. blahh blahh.
then thy started blaring music like mad. and disco lights making us blind. hahhas.
went outside to save our ears and eyes :)
home-d with shruti :)
kinda missed prom night.

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Thursday, September 23, 2010Y

hellos !
wont be posting till end of O's.
rawr . hve to STUDY :(
good luck for O lvl, peeps ! :)

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Tuesday, September 14, 2010Y
Guilty

guilt.
it's kinda suffocating.
when i see you on th mrt, i feel th need to hide.
after you left, i reprimand myself for not walking up to you.
well, it's not th first time but remorse stays deep inside.
immensely guilty, no matter how many times i'd apologise.
you are what you are now 'cause of me.


loves,
yinying

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Tuesday, July 20, 2010Y

SS essay test. (open book)
O Lvl Listening Compre.
annoying cupboard in 5J class !
was watching chef's kiss jst noww and ate kimchi ;D
hot hot hot ! spicy kimchi !
mummy shouldnt make it that spicy but i love it too :)
hahahs somebody going crazy over Z:EA esp minwoo. ha minwoo.


loves,
yinying

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Thursday, July 15, 2010Y

how dead this blog seems.
dreadful days sometimes.
but there's always sushine after the rain.
friendship, i know that's all i need.
th tears that i fall mean nothing at all.
pushed around till the edge of breaking down.
you'll have to cry me out.

loves,
yinying

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Friday, May 21, 2010Y

quite a weird day .

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Monday, May 17, 2010Y

hello,
quite a boring day today. including th word "tired" ;/
got back our chinese, eng and ss .
was kinda okayy .
went to tiong with alim, ah lee and o-lang utan .
saw yuexuan, char, brother and kendrick :)
i like th duck wrapping paper :)
hahahs ! ate oreo mcflurry .
i think im gna get fatter at this rate im eating ice cream :/
but ice cream's th best remedy when you're sad, isnt it ?
sighs, too many things on my mind .
wish you would clear things up .
not leave them hanging there like they dont matter .

and YOU, doesnt mean i don't text you, you can't text me .
and it wasnt nice when you did that ignoring shit .
but i think i do forgive you, like always .
whenever you do stupid annoying things .
anyone reading this post, thinks that you refers to yourself .
'fraid not, cause th "you" im talking about is different .

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Monday, May 10, 2010Y

8 May 2010
went to tiong to find mother's day present .
met someone and walked around tiong .
t'was raining so borrowed an umbrella .
th handle was spoilt . th umbrella shakes when th wind blowws .
got drenched when i reached tuition and i was LATE .
sighs, but thanks for th umbrella no matter what .

10 May 2010
bio paper 2 and amaths paper 1 today.
took 186 . saw junsheng, lucas and darren @ dawson .
chem paper 1 tmr .
gna mug chem like srsly . i think chem paper 2 was a horror .
i love u-kiss chicken adv :) it's so damn nice :)
hahahs !

loves,
yinying

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Monday, April 26, 2010Y

been like a fool, searching for a long time .
at last effort pays off .
hahahs !
walked to classroom with alim during bio .
took around 20 mins ?
cause teachers have nothing for us to do
except watch gross insects shows .
bio spa tmr and amaths intergration test :(
sighs, dng VE thingy noww .
dont know what to write ehh .
debating with dormouse on msn . sighs, squabble squabble .

loves,
yinying

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Sunday, April 25, 2010Y

you were magical , perfect .
but you dont care .
where i am or where i went .
sometimes tears say all there is to say .
you arent who i thought you were .
another side of you that has truly shown .
not talking to you . for th longest period of time .
it's not as though you would miss me .

oh feck !

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Thursday, April 22, 2010Y
Homeless Heart

gramps died . on sat .
his cremation was ytd .
stab of pain in my heart every now and then .

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That i might cry but telling no one .
And letting go but no one knows .
was tied together with a smile .
but im coming undone .
roller coaster kind of rush .
goodbye with a smile .

loves,
yinying

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Sunday, April 18, 2010Y

silent figures standing .
everyone's trying to give me a weak smile .
grief takes over .
cant stop those tears from falling .
but i know he's happy .
to be free from th hassle .
but I'll miss him :(
goodbye .

loves,
yinying

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Friday, April 16, 2010Y
Sports Day 2010

sports day today .
more like mud day .
walked th slow speed with alim when we reached school
cause we figured out it was gna rain .
got th cloth and face paint :)
borrowed catherine's black to write isabel on my arm :)
grand stand was wet . but stood up to watch th march anw .
walked into th field . one big wrong decision .
cheered for 4A during th tug of war .
skipped th watermelon eating compeition
cause went to clean ourselves .
had to rush for th olympic telematch .
dunked my face in flour,
and got whipped by th muddy skipping rope .
arghh . muddy shoes and whatnots .
sat 186 home . got a bit lost in th CBD area .
thanks shruti and good luck for your MT SA1 tmr !

loves,
yinying

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Wednesday, April 14, 2010Y

went to run @ th stone track todayy .
they were cutting th grass and th fumes were terrible !
boring boring boring lessons .
went to queenstown nlb for lunch .
kinda funny why no stc girls wna go there to eat .
i think it's cause th food too oily luhh .
went to ld late . actually, there was no point gng .
cause we were locked out from th room .
thn dont know wht games to play . and not many people got come .
sighs, ended early in th end .
gna do all my homework and study ss .

loves,
yinying

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Sunday, April 11, 2010Y

had guzheng lessons .
went to NLB with car .
so many people there !
thn went to walk around in bugis street .
kinda tired noww :(

loves,
yinying

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Saturday, April 10, 2010Y

Little change of heart,
Little light in th dark .
Little hope that you might find your way out of here .
Trying hard to not think of things .
To close my eyes and drift away .

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Thursday, April 8, 2010Y
All Around Me

please forgive me by melissa hill is nice :)
started th day with someone uhmm.. crying ? aigoo .
amaths test today .
didnt know how to do part of qns 1 .
started raining heavily during chem .
had to do essay during english . eeek !
got quite good marks for my chinese compo which i knew i wrote crap .
VE was uhmm.. bland .
help to clean th class with alim . thn patch th holes of th walls .
went to eat with mh @ koufu .
ate th same thing in th end . thn went sheng siong .
morning run and e.geog quiz tmr .
gramps in th hospital . im kinda worried .

loves,
yinying

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Tuesday, April 6, 2010Y
Toothless

2 emaths and 2 amaths lessons today .
boringg .
i dont like th liberian, she's so annoying .
went to watch "how to train your dragon" @ bugis illuma .
with mh, ah dred and ah lee .
sat @ th end of th row . tsk .
freaking cold in th cinema .
i love toothless ! he's super cute .
hiccup's cute too :)

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Tuesday, March 30, 2010Y

bio test part 2 .
amaths test .
chinese mock paper .
walked th longg way towards th mrt .
smeone thn started to tell a story tht once thy were walking,
thn it started to rain heavily .
thn there was this loudd thunder .
and it really started to rain heavily !
completely drenched by th time we reached th HDB blocks .
screamed like shit .
went to LJS to eat and dry ourselves .
couldnt stop laughing about th guy's head popping to look @ alim
while mh was dng th mm hmm mm hmm . hahahs !
gna go running tmr . three rounds :)
still deciding whether to wear class tee or house tee .

loves,
yinying

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Sunday, March 28, 2010Y
In A Mess

did a 'fession to jess .
was everything tht obvious ?
kinda got a load off my heart but somehow it made me confused too .
why did you lie to me ? :(
annoyingg .
ate ben & jerry's ice cream today :)
arghh .
bio test part 1 tmr .
bio test part 2 th day after tmr .
gtg .

loves,
yinying

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Friday, March 26, 2010Y
Run Devil Run

joined th keep fit club for th nyaa physical . hhahas!
jst ran a round for pe .
francis let us watch th softball match b/w our school and rv high .
was giving a FUNNY commentary . hahahs !
swear i screwed up my bio prelim SPA .
was helping alim do her chinese dialouge @ th mrt station .
thn went to novena to meet th admins .
didnt know tht novena had two squares :P hahhas !
finally got my u-kiss album ! <3

loves,
yinying

cluttered thoughts of you today .
i think my mind's jst so full of everything you said .
run devil run run ~

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Thursday, March 25, 2010Y

23 mar '10
practised dance till 4 .
ben & jerry's free cone day !
sat cheryl's dad car to great world,
if not i would have been super late !
reached around th same time as th others .
saw quite alot of people tht i havent seen for a long time .
like uhmm..zhimin, huijia, durian head, nick foo, gladys, karen and luvena ?
many people @ great world for th free cone day lehh .
but th queue was fast . went hme early .
have gossip off th press !
car dont be sad uhh .

24 mar '10
saw shandy on th mrt in th morning .
gave her a BIG clue .
had stc's got talent auditions .
didnt pass but oh well, we only went for th points .
thy shouldnt have cameras and video-cam .
went to redhill to meet jess and shandyy .
talked for a while thn went home with shandy .
ate ben & jerry's dublin mudslide as my lunch :/
arghh, a bit pissed with someone .

25 mar '10
Surprise O lvl chinese mock paper for three periods !
tired tired tired .
stomache during ss . felt like dyingg .
did target setting during VE . thn had ptc .
mummy was complaining of th heavy rain @ tanjong pagar .
my results improved so wong nvr say much lahh .
but he complain tht i talk to vicki during phy !
RAWR . annoying luhh :(
gan came around and say i was a good girl . hahhas !
went to sheng siong with mummy . thn bought LJS .
tired tired today . bio prelim SPA tmr .

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Wednesday, March 17, 2010Y

supposed to get my u-kiss album today but i wasnt free .
so wait for a while mre, my dear album ! LOL .
went to sentosa today morning.
played th 4D cinemax , extreme log ride and desperados .
wnted to play LUGE bt th weather damn hot .
walked to th universal studios . it's opening tmr ;D
wnted to buy th monkey wearing th tee-shirt
bt in th end jst bought a red star pen .
cause im gna buy mre another stuff when it finally opens ! <3
wnted to buy hershey's too
but i still have a king sized special dark choco in my fridge .
aigoo @ this rate, im gng to get even fatter ! ;(
went to eat @ viv0 .
bought books @ page one :)
havenet bought my cecelia ahern books
but thy can wait till i finish this two first :)
quite tired noww .

loves,
yinying

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Tuesday, March 16, 2010Y
Dance

crazy txt-ing day .
pick shruti mh and michelle from th mrt .
thn fetch cheryl frm th mrt next . brought her to my house to get smething .
we practised dancing bingeul bingeul @ my shop today .
uhmm.. today was a "sucess" ? hahhas !
ate xiaolong bao ! :)
quite tired noww .
having tuition l8r . sighs .

loves,
yinying

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Monday, March 15, 2010Y
Double Outing

had e. geog class today .
thn went to bugis illuma to watch dear john .
with shruti and becky .
illuma is really really silent .
and COLD !
cried during dear john . it's really damn nice and touching .
was raining heavily when we left th illuma .
had to rush to viv0 to meet other people .
wanted to watch " alice in wonderland " . but no seats i think .
walked to th pet shop, Daiso and page one .
aigoo . keep getting bullied by rex ;d
and stupidd lucas nvr help me
jst cause i not watching th 4 pm movie with them .
played hide and seek with th moon @ page one .
thn got scolded by th security guard @ page one for being too noisy .
hahahs ! lucas reaction damn funny .
others went for th movie while revi went shopping @ forever 21 .
but i was super tired so i went home first .
aigoo . i wnt watch yona yona penguin ! bt no one wnt to watch :(

loves,
yinying

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Sunday, March 14, 2010Y
Movie

family buffet today .
busy busy busy .
my phone disappeared halfway .
found out tht daddy took it . tsk .
so glad to meet my cousins again :)
was busy playing th moron game and tap tap ;D
had to bring my mom's side of relatives to chinatown .
tired out ! ;(
busy movie planning noww .
planning really really sucks .
movie marathon tmr . one after another .
i wnt watch yona yona penguin !
how to train your dragon and th lovely bones after thy're out .

loves,
yinying

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Thursday, March 11, 2010Y

sitting here with ng min hui whose eating "rooster" rice .
but im so sure it's not kevin . and it's a female CHICKEN .
finished half learning bingeul bingeul dance .
ng min hui keep eating mentos and complaining free flow of mentos .
alim pangseh us . cheryl went home forgetting all th dance moves .
shruti went for higher tamil . twin sis went for music lessons .
im kinda tired of bingeul bingeul for like few hundred times .
but it's okay, i still love U-Kiss .
min hui's wondering whose my crush .
and she wants to eat mentos and crush my crush .
LOL . she say it rhymes . hahhas !
on faceboook noww . mh says she ignores those who add her .
so dont add her @ all !

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Monday, March 8, 2010Y

got bck eng paper today .
wasnt tht bad . around my average or smething like tht ?
EFL in one mre dayyy !
had a screaming match with alim while running on th track .
cause of someone .
gosh i dont feel like caring anymre .

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Friday, March 5, 2010Y

ahhhhhh !
i wnt u-kiss vampire ep 6 to be sub soon !
hahhas ep 5 is like DAMN funneh !
so sad kevin dint get chosen luhh :(
soohyun oppa is so romantic <3
hahahs im gng crazy soon .
gna go study with mh, shruti and mildred tmr :)
dont know wht's gna happen to my dinner ;(
promised jess i would go watch hello baby !
so im watching it noww :)
hahahs :)

loves,
yinying

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Thursday, March 4, 2010Y
Holland V.

made an effort to talk to her today .
it's kinda hopeless .
went with alim to holland v.
waited for th stupidd 970 for like 20+ mins ?
weather was hot like shit .
went to eat @ swensens cause KFC was replaced by BK i think .
never eat my chicken in th basket much cause alim was rushing for time .
and omg, chicken in th basket is like hugeeee !
im mst have been madd to go and order it .
alim had to walked with me to mrt
cause i dint know how to walked frm holland v. to mrt
and there was NO bus gng towards my home .
tht made her late apparently .
got quite pissed @ each other . reasons regarding towards th weather too i supposed .
hope you had fun meeting your friend ! and tht she dint reprimand you for being latee !
hahahs !

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C .

why couldnt pple jst look frm my point of view ?
everybody's gng : "see, she's lonely . go talk to her lah . "
and th blame's on me when i dont talk to her and she gets all emo .
i get th blame when she jst says i pangseh her .
i get th blame when we have no conversation topics .
it gets suffocating . why cant you see it, pple ?
or do your think she's too innocent to make any mountain out of a molehill ?
while im playing th bad guy always .
if that's wht you call jst talking to her is wht a friend should do,
i'd rather not be friends with her .
cause friendship means nothing in this wayy .
wht do YOU wnt frm me ?
i cnt talk to you like normal anymre . not since like wht happened recently .
and mst importantly, we're not best friends @ all . i dont even confide anything to you .
so why do i have to account for everything tht you do or you think ?
someday, we're jst gna have this bigg confrontation .

pathetic is th word these days .

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Monday, March 1, 2010Y
love

finished e.geog and e.maths ca1 today .
i think i screwed up my maths :(
pe was tiring like shit .
rawr .
i think i got a cough from th lemon tea + coke drink .
i dont feel well in my throat ?
sighs .
went hme with alim today . hope you have a fab party :)
suffering from after effects of a dinner :)
i think im gng crazyyyy . hahhas !
chem and eng ca1 tmr .

loves,
yinying

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Saturday, February 27, 2010Y
Red Cross Flag Day 2010

red cross flag day today.
went novena.
paired up with vivian to take a junior cause there was a shortage of thm :)
took a blue balloon <3
was scared it'll wack sme passer by so i decided to tie it to my hand ?
took it bck to commonwealth frm novena ! was so scared it would burst in th mrt.
let it go on th way bck to school :)
hope you fly really really far :) dear blue helium red cross stickers chicken pox balloon :)
went to meet friend @ redhill .
cause someone jst finished scouts cca thn need to changee .
alighted @ tiong cause we dont know where to stop . hahhas!
went to swingg :)
thn kopitiam . spent like so longg aruging tht i dont wnt to eat .
in th end i bought drinks to appease th argument ?
th ice lemon tea in kopitiam not nice luhh .
thn had another arugument on paying for th drinks .
some human uhh dont drink coke. thn poured th coke into my drink .
actually taste quite nice lahh.
but someone say cnt leave th kopitiam until finish th drink so i jst threw it away.
walked around tiong .
was held captive @ th mrt station cause waiting for kendrick to cme .
who knew he was still @ hme eating ! hahahs !
so i managed to go hme in th end cause he went to find kendrick .

loves,
yinying

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Tuesday, February 23, 2010Y
Mazel Tov

friday saturday sunday mazeltov !
hahahs ! i think i really went crazy with mazeltov .
bought a career guidance book . i think i threw it smewhere in my bag .
saw celesta today . and i actually talked to her .
wow . like finally . hahhas ! and we were talking abt prawn .
MT O lvl mock P2 today . so boringg luhh .
&& fate plays a bigg part in life, yupps ?
was chatting with shruti abt humans .
who knew i really saw a someone ! prawn !
so scary ! :(
FYI, poking of shoulders are strictly not allowed on yours truly .
tapping of shoulders are allowed though .
gt no tuition todayy :) it's CANCELLED :)
im having a good luck day or wht ?
but got to do alot of mindmaps lahh .
tmr got CCA/ house practice .
dont feel like gng for either. maybe I'll skip both and eat lunch with others :)
hahhas !

loves,
yinying

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Monday, February 22, 2010Y
Binguel Binguel

gone crazy with mh today .
hahahs!
my god . th local adverts makes me highh~
was dancing in class with mh while listening to binguel binguel .
~you make me tingle tingle~
i love Z:EA now too :) cause of mazeltov :)
monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday, mazeltov !~
chem was cancelled :)
and parv. jst told me tht there's 200 more days till O's .
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
hahahhas!

loves,
yinying

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Sunday, February 21, 2010Y
Fallen

cried myself to sleep last night .
felt better in th morning .
U-Kiss cmg singapore in april ! <3
was having a heated discussion,
whether to get a minibus with mh.
but thn we realised we werent sure,
whether we are gna go stalking .
made th discussion pointless..
Hahahs !



if you think you understand me,
cry with me, my friend.
suddenly, i need a warm shoulder to cry upon.

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Friday, February 19, 2010Y

frightening truth .
how could a brother read a sister mind so clearly ??
if I did like him, wont it be scaryyy ?? :(
and what would happen after I did ?
and there's always another human present .
yknow i have th shadow of rejection stalking me .
im scared, brother :(
dont know what to decide on .
maybe i'll jump and fall .

loves,
yinying
ps.
and "we" werent lovey dovey ytd luhh . i treat him like a friend ? :)

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Belated Valentine's Present

loves ytd :)
peer tutorial was cancelled. so i ended early.
reached queenstown nlb @ around 3.30 with shruti .
but thn th others got lost and came in a taxi @ 5.30 .
@ least darren came around 5 and sat with me till 5.30 :)
lucas and rex kept apologising . hahahs !
met jess on th way while walking bck to dawson.
dawson has a new foodcourt ! :)
from th left row, ken - prawn - lucas
from th right row, rex - yinying - shandy - jess
kept making strawhearts while some were eating.

crescent moon :
thanks for th choco, rex :)
and th letter too <3
dont be a money waster okays? :) hahahs !


L*brother :
thanks for th lollipop :)
was kinda surprised so many pple came :)

shandy :
sorry you had to go th longgg way home always.
and walk bck to where you took th cab frm.
remind me tht i owe you and jess valentine's presents kays.

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Wednesday, February 17, 2010Y

oh im so damnnn pissed !
with my little cousins .
kept dropping food on th flr and keep playing around with my toys .
tmr there's physics test but i havent learnt it ! :(
sighs. @ least there's tmr to cheer me ups ! :)
and for th last time ,
min hui, i dont have a BF !
gng orchard noww .

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Monday, February 15, 2010Y
Again

thump thump goes my heart.
might you be th missing piece?
yet again, fear strikes.
my foolishness caused me pain .
will history repeat itself ?
falling for you again. sighs*

loves,
yinying

made me smile. once again.
made me happy. once again.

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Sunday, February 14, 2010Y
CNY 2010

HAPPY RAWR-ING TIGER NEW YEAR ! <3
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! <3
jst went to chinatown to go "play" squeezing with everyone.
sighs it's always like tht one luh.
tiring early morning luh.
love you peeps! <3
special note to jess :
it's valentine day and i owe you a present ! sorry sis !
xoxo,
yinying

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Saturday, February 13, 2010Y
Single Thought Of You

i thought of you day and night.
it made me smile. like how i used to.

but oh well, im being silly. again.
this feeling will soon go away.
cause i know there's someone in your heart.
*giggles*
wish you were here. right now.
th last group photo we took looked like a family photo.
sighs, maybe cl is right. i do miss them.

loves,
yinying

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Friday, February 12, 2010Y

sms bombed ! :(
internet bombed ! :(
i nvr sms so much luh !
sobs*
congrats dongblebee whose graduating ! <3
wheee~ 10.2.10

kevin dont overexert yourself ! rest well :)

loves,
yinying

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Celebrations Feb 2010

At 6am, i was sleepy.
At 7am, i was excited.
At 8am, i was upset.
At 9am, i was hot under th sun.
At 10am, i was studying.
At 11am, i was squabbling with a human.
At 12 pm, i was falling asleep.
At 1pm, i was pissed @ a irresponsible human.
At 2pm, i was strolling in tiong.
At 3pm, i felt like crying.
At 4pm, i finally decided to eat.
At 5pm, i was happily texting someone<3 before having a nap.
At 6pm, i was watching U-Kiss Vampire ep 2 and 3 :)
At 7pm, i was watching teevee.
At 8pm, outside my window, fireworks are gng on.

sighs,
hope you like your presents:)
today is LNY, Valentine's Day and Total Defence Day celebrations! 3 in 1 !

Rex :
hello crescent moon ! nxt time we should meet up on our nxt free day :)
and invite me along to watch movie lah. teehees<3 i wnt a valentine's gift from you !
hahhas!

Lucas :
hellos my dongsaeng :) hope you ate my brownie and dint go to th hospital ;P
hahahs! rmb to remind me i owe jess her valentine's present ! and im so sad nwww:(

Jess :
Apologises to you ! sorry i forgot your present ! ;p
love you, sis :)

Shruti :
hey ! nah im not sad. seriously. (repeated)

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Sunday, February 7, 2010Y
Wiped Happy Memories

hellos !
just added a new YOUNGER "brother" :)
tmr got 2.4 practice during pe.
sighs, dont feel like gng lehh.
&& xtra chem after school.

little L. brother :
hahhas dont wry i'll tell you wht i wnt for my birthday when it's near(:
and what do you wnt for yours?

jess :
omg we have so much in common luh. promise to meet up after O's kay.
i go with you into candy empire to find your chocos (;
and we could converse in korean 24/7(:
hahahs!

guean :
hello kevin fan ! are you shocked im in a girl's school? hahhas! chillll [:

when we dont talk. things go through our mind.
when we finally speak. we're speechless to each other.
are you th friend I knew once?

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Friday, February 5, 2010Y

oh crap !
my photos went to disappearing land.
and never came bck.
must re-do again tmr.
but quite busy tmr lehh.
sighs.

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케빈 is my energy pill (:
drawing a flower is exhausting.
sighs,
tired out from editing videos.
still have a longg way to go.

&& thanks for your concern.
dont wry too much abt your friend lah, he'll be alright (:

loves,
yinying:)

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Thursday, February 4, 2010Y

tragic fate.
when we dont speak.
many things go through our mind.
when we finally talk,
it's just for tht moment.
you talk to her more thn me.
maybe we really arent meant to be friends.
sighs.

loves,
yinying

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010Y

watching U-KISS vampire now.
super funny ! hahhas!
케 빈 <3
i love dongho's doggie. heehee^^


1 Feb
tired out from ytd shinee fan meet.
pe was horrendous. i had a super painful stitch :(

31 Jan
went to shinee's fan meet.
keep running up down up down th stairs leh !
dint see them actually. but i know their minibus and where thy're staying:)
lion and th rest continued stalking after 3 pm. but i went home.
cause too tired and dont feel well.
**, thanks for your concern(:
lucas, you should have come luh.

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Tuesday, January 26, 2010Y

hope your words wasnt true from your heart.
if it was, i think i've found a b**** in th midst of my friends.
sighs, making my blog private soon(:
you'll be contacted if your invited(:
quite a few pending through my head.
sighs.

loves,
yinying

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Thursday, January 21, 2010Y
Wishes

wish for a happier smile.
wish for my troubles to be gone.
wish we could talk everything under th sun.
wish you were tht amiable human i once knew.
wish you could be a little less distant and a little less mean.
sigh,
oh where has my fairy godmother flew to?
she should be here granting my wishes.
sighs.

*regarding this post, CH has nothing to do with it.

&& get well soon si ت
hope you'll be in school tmr[:

loves,
yinying

as i promised,
number of times i met trudy @ th mrt station : 3

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Wednesday, January 20, 2010Y
LIAR

i dont get what's gng on sometimes.
but what i really know is...
i kinda dislike you right nowww.
esp. today.
you tried to make me feel guilty when i alr packed finished my things.
you knew i was gna wait for you but you said something tht hurt my ego.
and you still continued to slowly pack your things untill leong said "auntie C. "
andddd,
you were right behind me when we went to ask m.y. whr were th others.
and then i heard lion calling my name.
you were right behind me. when i reached th table, i saw you talking to shujun luh.
when chinese language ask you during ss,
you said i pangseh you ?!?
LIKE OMG , and WTH luh.
CH you changed like damn alot.
alim was right from th start.
sighs*

pissed,
yinying

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010Y

MT O lvl Mock Paper today. sighs*
currently laughing like shit over th u-kiss shows.
omg they are like damn funny.
especially kevin and alexander :)
KEVIN <3


loves,
yinying

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Monday, January 18, 2010Y

not sure how im feeling now.
anxious? a bit frightened i guess.
marshmellow-d during pe.
lion's influence. hahahs! :)




quote of my day :
that's why thy call them crushes.
if thy were easy, thy'd call them something else.

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Saturday, January 16, 2010Y

finding a true friend,
is sometimes like finding a pin in a haystack.
it is true that friends leave deep footsteps in your life.
but if those footsteps were left on sand,
wont thy be washed away by th seawater?

how i wish you were here, my friend.
to listen about all my troubles all over again.
and tell me everything's gna be fine.

xoxos,
yinying

will you be there for me when im sad?
Oh what a questioning question.

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Thursday, January 14, 2010Y

wipe away tears.
wipe away sad smiles.
but still,
i think i have a fatal illness called sadness ;(
dying of it.

loves,
yinying

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Monday, January 11, 2010Y

nobody cries because they wnt to.
needing comfort like everything.
sad day, sad time.

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release of o lvl results today.
scary tension in th air.
dont wry si you'll still have me supporting you:)

loves,
yinying

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i love sparkling fugi apple ! :)
release of o lvl results today .
scary tension in th air .
dont wry si you'll still have me supporting you :)
ying loves you so cher ups :]
gng for th acjc open house on 13 dec, i think .
cheryl, i got my locker and it's right beside yours :) hahahs !
lucas you have ap dont lose your temper on me !

loves
yinying

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Wednesday, January 6, 2010Y

very tired today.
and th weather was hot like shit.
i so dislike tht MOK . i bet her real real name was MOCK .
HAHAHS! :) kay i feel damn mean now.
went to eat ljs with lion. hard time cutting th chicken.
ld was in th LL room.
had auditions for th cca fair. and thought of ideas for th flyers.
another ld meeting. "someone" ask me if i was emo. what a funny thing.


**, cause you know your heart's still with her.
so dont fool around with me.
you jst trying to find comfort after your heartbreak. jst like i did.
think it over properly.

loves,
yinying

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Monday, January 4, 2010Y

first day of school.
begining of sec 4.
was raining. and th school looked even more creepier.
i so hate th toilets. th canteen is super small.
at least our classrooms have aircons.
**, thanks for cheering me up sometimes:)
lucas you damn funny lah.
we're like having this stupid conversation about bullying this "someone"

loves,
yinying

ps. someone doesnt trust her friend's words. and her friend's so sad.

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Friday, January 1, 2010Y

Happy New Year !
may this new year bring better days and more happiness.

on th day tht was unbearable to continue living,
nature showed me there was other things to live for.
treading upon th soft snow.
been clinging on too long. for 2 years.
since last year, i couldnt bring myself to let go.
th pain was so fresh. it's over. i promise.
it'll just be a bittersweet memory.
my last i love you, dearest.

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Sunday, December 20, 2009Y
BYE

flying off today.
back in 31 dec.
merry xmas first, pple!

sheryl, what sneaky things are you up to? hahahs!
lion, tell me what she was dng..
&& dont miss me so much uh. hahhas!

loves,
yinying

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Saturday, December 19, 2009Y
airplane

flying off tmr. midnight actually.
but must reach airport early to do shopping.
shanghai thn dalian. afterwards all th way upwards til harbin.
BIG shopping spreeeee:)
if have time, thn i'll blog again tmr.

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peekture



this is a clear photo of all of us:)
credits to kendrick. (jeric's little brother)
@ jeric's birthday party.
so damn unfair im in th frnt pic:(

loves,
yinying

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Thursday, December 17, 2009Y

no matter what i do,
i always forget to forget you.
will i be able to forget 26 dec 2008?
even on the coldest day?

i wnt to bake gingerbread man ! :)

loves,
yinying

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009Y

today shouldnt be th day i see you.
yet today has been an eventful day.
to think i was still thinking abt if i was @ th surprise during 0000 hours.
to sit inside your house makes me think of last year.
i used to be so happy just sitting @ th stairs outside.
even a glimpse would make me smile.
but yet, everything changed.
your birthday present is with me. yet, i cant bring myself to give you.
what if, you continued dng what you did last year.
last christmas's song is so nice to hear.
tgt with ps. im still not over you.
bitter laughs and me not daring to look @ you.

thanks lion:) for th tags and smses.
thanks si:) for everything:) cheer ups:)
thanks car:) for being my alibi.
thanks shandy, shanwen and th rest:) for inviting me:)

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was supposed to be a sad sad day today.
went to bugis with daddy and mummy.
kept discussing where to go with lion.
in th end, dint go anywhere with lion.
quite happy about my guzheng results :) :)
76/100 :) yay! i thought i'll fail :P

loves,
yinying

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Happy Fifteen

was supposed to be a sad sad day today.
cause it reminds me of someone.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERIC SEAH :)

went to bugis with daddy and mummy.
kept discussing where to go with lion.
in th end, dint go anywhere with lion.
quite happy about my guzheng results:) :)
76/100 :) yay! i thought i'll fail :P
went to tiong for a "mini gathering".
got cheated:( but still happy to see m'friends :D
went jeric's house to sing happy birthday and cut cake.
forced to take picture with him. how can liddat to your SAW ?!
julia you should be my saviour and save me!!!
grrr~ i'll get even one day.
i ah-dored kendrick. he's grown chubbier:)
late for appointment with car to play badminton.
who knew it started to rain.
so i accompanied her to her gramps house.
home-d.

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Friday, December 11, 2009Y

CHAO JUN!
omg. you should tell me you had my blog url.
and fyi. you spelled my NAME wrongly.
gosh. if you were online now. i'd kill you.
even if you were my primary school friend.

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Words Unsaid, Tears Untold

th winds are blowing their secrets to me.
th clouds are moving too fast when i look.
th sky seems too blue for my comfort.

a broken promise is like a broken mirror.
shattered into a million pieces.
but reflecting everything in th past.

my memory fades. of you.
no matter how hard i try to recall.
everything is a partial blur.
i'll let you go. out of my heart. out of my head.

somehow, click five's mary jane sounds good for this post.

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009Y

went out today. first to yishun.
to shop @ body shop:)
i so heart th japanese cherry blossom lotion:)
thn a fire broke out @ yishun's new wing. damn weird.
cause i was saying maybe a fire broke out when i saw alot of people walking in th opp direction.
went to SSC. ate newyork newyork:)
forgot to take my body shop bag. thn while we were sending my aunt home.
my mum was scolding my dad when she finally realised. hahah!
went bck to newyork newyork to take my stuff again.
home-d:)
having a bad headache nw:(
ps. lion, reply my email FAST!

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Friday, December 4, 2009Y
No Ordinary Love

Happy Belated Birthday, Lion ! :)
Happy Birthday, Mummy ! :) :)
trying to finish my hmewrk these days.
super super super tiring.
had this scary dream about someone.
and something about i jumped off a cliff and got lost.
and no, i dont mean cct.
sigh,
si if you were here.
wont you give me a good piece of advice?
but then again, you arent.

for hating you, i blame myself.
seeing you, it kills me somehow.
few mre days to th birthday.
few mre mre days till th day.
few mre mre mre days till THT day.

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Monday, November 23, 2009Y

you seem so distant. so different.
what happend? this feels like how you were before. exactly like your silent strike.
wish i could be there to help you.
i feel like your wallowing in depression, my friend.
if you need me, i'll try to help?

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Friday, November 20, 2009Y

long time no blogged?
quite busy these few days. i mean weeks. hahahs!
tmr need to go m'sia for wedding dinner.
can see my cousins :)
and i so love my dress.
oh another interesting fact : i got stung by a bee ?!
like wth. when im gna have my exam soon !!!
RAWR.

no loves today.
yinying

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Thursday, November 5, 2009Y
Sliced Apart

4/11
did a veh veh stupid thing.
went to school @ 7.10am thinking tht it was phy lesson first.
in th end, it was bio lesson first and our class had no bio lesson!
called jia min to see if she could let me stay @ her house until it was phy lesson.
but she nvr pick up th call !:( was talking to sheryl too.
called and called until my phone batt. went flat.
went to school. th mod 2 girls were still there.
lion cut her hair:) stayed @ th library. i seriously think tht th librarian is WEIRD.
saw germ and sheryl. went to pick up th emaths textbooks from th past sec 4s.
others continued cmg. phy lesson. helped to clear up th pet rocket rubbish.
i seriously wonder why th school hires cleaners when th cleaners dont even do these things!
ptc with wong. BAD.
ate macs. walked around tiong.
did physics ws.

5/11
did physics hols assignment.
guzheng-d. did physics again.
done a bit of chinese.


best friend ah...
will you be there when i need you..?

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Monday, November 2, 2009Y
Gloomy

cried super hard last night.
Watered my face with tears.
saw leika @ school bus stop. reached school with min yi.
had bio and phy lessons.
leong was late for half an hour while wong dragged th lesson for half an hour.
my brain was mentally drained.
best friend dint need to go for lessons cause she has camp briefing.
tht's super unfairrrr ! but best friend is gng tmr :)
best friend is sad. so am i.


loves,
yinying

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Sunday, November 1, 2009Y
Teddy

guzheng-d today. cried cause th teacher scolded me like shit.
talked to best friend on msn. thank you.
and you should thank me for helping you in your research.
you should put in your sources : yinying:)
hahahs!
later need to go practise guzheng again.

was sad and happy ytd.
mummy and daddy insisted on gng to vivo.
bus was super empty. but there was a traffic jam.
super alot of people. thn i realised it was halloween today.
saw th art exhibition @ 4 lvl.
daddy not willing to buy me th necklace. thn i got super sad.
but in th end thy both bought me a big big teddy bear.
hahahs! omg i damn happy.

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Friday, October 30, 2009Y
End Of School 2009

last day of school.
quite boring during assembly.
but it's th last time our school can be tgt for assembly. cause our hall's gna be superr small.
sat with min hui. and she keep telling me she veh sad.
went to get th theresian heart award. thn went bck class for partyyy.
minhui : your ahma's beehoon veh nice:) so were th hotdogs
ade, cheryl, alicia, sumathi, minhui and me went tiong to eat kopitiam
but i only sat there and listen to minhui's mp4.
saw my primary school friend again. i keep seeing him these few days.
saw ne0 ahma with suizhi @ more thn words.
walked around. went to pops.
saw revisia, shandy and yuexuan @ KFC . i think i saw wee keat too.
maybe others but i didnt look clearly.
oh and my another primary school friend was also there. but he's from GESS.
who th bloody hell is tht idiot who keep shouting his name. tsk tsk.
lion's my new 가장 친한 친구 :)
home-d. guzheng-d.

loves,
yinying

6:37 PM Photobucket
noted

for yellow lion :)

안녕, 나의 친한 친구. 특별히 당신이 게시할 수있습니다.
느낌이 영광? 하하
당신은 나에게 비밀이 많은 빚을지고.
언젠간 내 말 수있습니다.
침팬지에 대한 걱정은하지 않습니다.
그녀는 다시 전에 그것을 알고있을거야.

Hi, my new best friend.
This post is specially for you.
you should be so honored? Haha
You owe me a lot of secrets, you know.
And maybe someday I'll be able to tell you some of mine.
do not so sad for the chimpanzee.
She'll be back before you know it.
you ah, your Friend. how can only be friend.
you know her for 3 years alr leh.
not sure if th korean is correct. teehee.
reply this okays?:)

6:31 PM Photobucket
Thursday, October 29, 2009Y
blink of an eye

quite busy this week.

26 nov
loads of CFT and chinese bridging.
had bio 'O' lvl SPA. went with kuh-laire to Vivo.
wanted to buy bakerzin but decided against it
cause eat too much alr :) hahahs !

27 nov
went to th bodyworld exhibition @ singapore science centre
it was super cool. cause you get to see real bodies donated to be cut up
went to explore th science centre after th demo talk
thy have a new section "SOUND"
went to jurong library with minhui, vivian, zoey and sheryl.
now every library member can borrow up to 6 books!
hui dint borrow any books.
went to IMM to eat mos burger.
bought a longgg fishcake while walking there. hui bought seaweed chicken.
hahahs! exactly like last time.
quite full after i finished th fishcake so i only ate large fries @ mos burger.
walked around IMM. so long never go there already i think around 3 years.

28 nov
whole day of chinese bridging.
went home @ 11.30am.
finally! cause extra maths lesson was cancelled.
went home to bath and change clothes.
went yishun to return my 2 library books cause i finished reading them.
hahahs! i feel like a reading maniac. went to borrow another 2 books.
ate lunch. went to gramps home.
saw my smallest cousin. frankly, she's a girl but she looks like a guy.
maybe cause of th resemblance to my grandpa.
but her head looks like a tortise. omg i feel super mean.
but seriously, she looks like th cute cute tortise head.
&& she's super squirmy. but i love carrying her.
went to toa payoh after that.
went pops to buy pens. ate pepper lunch.
home-d.

29 nov
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALIM !
may your wishes come true.
cleared up our classroom. sat down to play games.
had chem 'O' lvl SPA. i think it's okay.
went to tiong with minhui, vivian and minyi to eat LJS.
saw my primary school friend. well, actually two of them.
i think one of them will recognise me if i stand right in frnt of him.
home-d.


last day of school tmr! 2009 school year passed really fast.
STC will move to commonwealth
where there's no more orchard, vivo or even tiong!
which mean i cnt visit * house.
walking to school takes ten minutes from th mrt.
but @ least commonwealth is near queenstown nlb.
wong wnt to meet mummy tmr. tsk tsk.
next week still have extra phy and bio lessons.

3:45 PM Photobucket
Saturday, October 24, 2009Y
Zip

dearest,
i to wave goodbye.
to not be in singapore in th most painful day. but to return on th most regretful day.
at least life's given me th best bargain.
i hope th cold numbs my soul and freeze my heart.
forgetting you like th past. but our memories will be preserved.
as th light fades, i'll see th stars shine.

8:05 PM Photobucket
Thursday, October 22, 2009Y
Zap

17 oct 09
went to vivo with lion to watch haeundae.
damn early.
there was only around 7 people in th seats for th 10.55 am show.
bought popcorn and drinks.
lion keep eating th salty ones and i keep eating th sweet ones
when we both wnt th complete opposite flavour.
shivered out of th cinema.
walked around. lion went to buy her SJ cd.


22 oct 09
had pbl presentation for th sec 2s.
watch a movie for chinese bridging lessons.
thn some boring police talk and CFT.

7:04 PM Photobucket
Thursday, October 15, 2009Y

finally end of eoy.
went with cheryl, becky, ah soh and kuh-laire.
saw p @ ljs.
saw my primary school friend @ kopitiam. ate korean food.
im gna play, play and play!
debating wht i wnt to do.
oh becky you own me a treat and a movie! :)
oh and rmb to buy your bro a basketball.
yawns*


loves,
yinying


dont know wht's gng on. dont wnt to care.

7:00 PM Photobucket
Wednesday, October 14, 2009Y
Shaking Cold

hellos.
typing these words within 3 min.
jst finished physics p1 and amaths.
i think my both papers are screwed.
bio and emaths p1 tmr.
and thn NO MORE exams!

oh and i seriously dont know wht is going on with you two insane human.
gna cram my head with bio today.
ciaos till exam ends!

xoxo,
yinying

1:25 PM Photobucket
Friday, October 9, 2009Y
Once In A Lifetime

was quite pissed with two people today.
physics 'O' level SPA.
im failing 1 part of it alr.
saw rex and others @ macs.
rex and rica was gng to watch movie @ tiong?
LOL it's superr unfair their exams end earlier than mine.
oh i've decided to cut back my concave hairstyle when my hair's longer.
th long concave hairstyle.
going to study egeog.


loves,
yinying
when you're out of sight, i'll have you out of my mind

7:03 PM Photobucket
Wednesday, October 7, 2009Y

had super fun today. laugh until i stomach ache.
thanks ah dred for drawing monkey<3
thank alim for teaching me chem. and for th taxi fee.
apparently i saw this uncle who looked like ne0 when i was gng hme frm subway.
gng to study physics.

update on animal family:
cheryl --- horken (horse chicken)
alim --- ducken (duck chicken)
minhui --- pandalion (panda lion)
sheryl --- wolfgle (wolf eagle)
shujun --- giraffetrich (giraffe ostrich)
mildred --- crocodile chimpanzee pig ( idk how to pair these up)
me --- monkey and unamed animal:)

loves,
yinying

3:42 PM Photobucket
Monday, October 5, 2009Y
Unbearable Idiot

superrr tired:(
chinese sa2 was neither easy nor super hard.
continued class. chem. bio.
stayed bck for physics lesson.
im gng china (harbin) in december:))))
even though im gng to CHINA but i can go...
snow skiing. ice skating. making snow angels. even snowmen!
and everythinggg to do with snow:)
hahahs! if i freezeeee to death. please attend my funeral:)

loves,
yinying

you say you love her. but who is she?
with faltering starlighted hopes and tear washed face.
im an unbearable idiot.

7:46 PM Photobucket
Friday, October 2, 2009Y
Like Being Shot Right Through

another human being in "crescent's moon" life.
i shouldnt feel so sad.

i should never have relived tht moment.
now all i want is th truth.
who was th human who took my heart away
when i was crying in school during 2007?
i know it is not cct cause he wasnt in th same class.
so was it crescent or koala?
i hate to ask. cause it might show th wronged and th mistaken.

my soul are starting to be like pieces of paper burned away by flames of fire.
torn apart, tattered and in anguish.
im sorry and i love you.
they passed my lips so many times.
can you hear it?

10:36 PM Photobucket
Warm Day

was kinda late today.
stupid auntie kept wanting to read th newspaper on th already squeezy bus.
& she keep pushing me with her handbag.
english sa2 was okayyy.
@ least i didnt screw it up:)
well, sort of did not screw it up...
physics SPA was superrr and i mean SUPER hot.
tht mr kuah turn off th fans and made us sweat like mad.
veh annoyed today.
it must be th weather. so hot and stuffy.
& stupid facebook keeps giving me weird answers for my quizzes.

loves,
yinying

i wish you would reply.
i hate to think th worst but im afraid.

6:17 PM Photobucket
Thursday, October 1, 2009Y
heads over heels

was super happyyy ytd.
i felt th earthquake @ 6.20pm:)
had a very good night's sleep too. with perfect dreams.
to th hardwrking boy: top th class! i'll do my bestest for you too:)♥

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!
saw juntee @ th bus stop today.
had ss paper today. dint complete everything but i did my best
and my words were unreadable by th time i finished. hahahs!
english sa2 and phy SPA tmr >:(
gtg study! rawr.

loves,
yinying
ps. do your best for chinese too, my friend! ♥


could it be that
im falling heads over heels
in love with you again?
your warmness captures my heart.
and yet, despite that feeling,
i fear for what will happen.

6:35 PM Photobucket
Tuesday, September 29, 2009Y
hidden behind dartboards

today is beginning to feel okay.
pe. was fun. shujun is ah beng. i intially wnted to call her ah lian but ah beng came out.
eng. chinese. recess.
alim left her pinafore @ the seats and one of the seniors threw it on th flr near th drain.
bio. i pratically SCREWED up my whole SPA. i confirm fail.
maths. lion got scolded twice. and she kept scolding fung. HAHAH.
walked to tiong. went toilet.
saw SHANDY limmm:) she warned me about *ahem* but i was too late to run.
and holy shit i forgot to ask for her number.
oh well , th others were half seen by me too.
tan junsheng damn annoying can. called me mushroom again.
we dont even belong to th same food family. cause he's like a spiky durian/egg head.
i saw *cough*. kinda obvious. why couldnt it be like rex or tht tjs ?!
i'd rather see them. i think i saw rex cause he was still shorter than th rest.
sorry "panda"lion and ducken,
didnt meant to push you. apparently i was on th verge going crazy.
saw si and joy. thy told me about car.
went in mrt. went out mrt. saw ah beng and ynn.
went to buy something. && went to my 7th favourite place in tiong bahru.
almost forgot wht floor it was. super frightened when i saw th door was open.
im feeling kinda happy now. today wasnt shit.
studying ss ltr.
finishing maths and cme project first:)

loves,
yinying

5:28 PM Photobucket
Saturday, September 26, 2009Y

saw 11.11 !
guzheng tmr. sighs*
mummy caught me reading @ 4am in th morning.
i think im going insane soon.

11:11 PM Photobucket
나 의 사랑

사랑해요,

나는 포옹을 일요로 한다.

나는 당신을 생각 중지해야 한다

그러나 나는 당신을 놓친다, 당신은?

나는 당신이 잘 다는 것을 희망한다..


사랑에,
yinying

10:19 PM Photobucket
Friday, September 25, 2009Y
Without Hugs

today was the mass @ st therese church.
first time gng there. met alim @ bus stop. saw shruti on th bus.
sat 123 and was a bit late cause of traffic jam.
my heart had a stabbing pain when it was a hymn.
mummy says i cnt eat crabs cause i'll get allergic.
and my heart will be superrr painful.
& thy say my heart veins/arteries are too small.
maybe i'll die one day due to my heart.
walked back to school after th mass.
had doughnuts. assembly.
physic-d. chinese compo test.
stayed bck to do th values board.
went tiong to eat macs with lion, red chicken, ah soh and germ.
cause i won th scissors, paper, stone game:)
went pops saw minyi, hui hsian and yingmei.
home-d. stomach pain. gng cut hair ltr.

loves,
yinying

ps. sheryl, i like hugging you:) you are veh nice to hug.
but no talking gross stuff. hahahs!

6:02 PM Photobucket
Thursday, September 24, 2009Y
On Days I Miss You...

remembered that i saw a blackbird got knocked dwn by a car.
its dead body lied on the floor.
i feel so yuck.
sigh*

loves,
yinying

8:53 PM Photobucket
Tuesday, September 22, 2009Y

chinese sa2.
i think i screwed it up.
went for physics sci fiesta.
saw darren's little brother. thy look very alike.
popular-d. home:)


loves,
yinying

7:46 PM Photobucket

was reading my past history chat logs.
was it cause i saw you again today?
beg my impertinence, but she looks a bit like me;x
looked through the past years chat logs.
saw those immature words that i used to type.
yet... silent tears just seem to fall.
was it reminding me of what we used to be/how we used to talk?
unspoken joy and fighting of emotions.
why did it take me so longg to realise that thing quite obviously staring @ me?
i only realised it last year. during th scary incident.
it was love. love that made me anxious. but you never cared.
'cause it took me too long to realise and you were already gone.
how heart-wrenching.

now, you are so near yet so distant.
i'll try to keep my promise i told you last time.

loves,
yinying

5:53 PM Photobucket
Monday, September 21, 2009Y

i cnt ask people to be my fake "brothers".
as in those friends kind. not the hey-bro and stuff:)
every time they are, bad things happen.
i treat them like brothers but everything just tumbles down in th end.
and idk how to face them right after th incident.
we cn nvr be th way we used to have fun and laugh.
im tired. really tired.
sleep, take me away.

xoxos,
yinying

10:27 PM Photobucket
Tuesday, September 15, 2009Y
pick me up

super hot dayyy.
lion got scolded by fung cause she was talking to me. but actually she was teaching me.
english sa2 oral.
i think i seriously screwed it up.
went to cooking class after oral.
baked brownies ALONE.
mine was super tasty:)
th sky look veh smoky now.
wish it rains tmr:)
dng bio ws soon.
im superrr tired..

loves,
yinying

6:05 PM Photobucket
Monday, September 14, 2009Y

first day of semester2 term 4.
sa2 starts on 1st oct:(
super tired after dng hmework.

xoxos,
yinying


smile dearest
i thought you were my one and only.
never ever again..

10:11 PM Photobucket
Saturday, September 12, 2009Y

made mooncakes again.
rushed through chem. dng english now.
i havent done 1 bloody online maths test yet.

loves,
yinying

9:48 PM Photobucket
Thursday, September 10, 2009Y
BIRDPARK

jst came back frm birdpark.
met lion punctually @ 8.58 am.
was raining quite heavily. sat 194 to birdpark.
went in. && went to look @ th penguins.
saw this pair of penguins that was using th "i jump you jump" case.
but thy nvr jump after a superrr long time.
to scared to jump apparently.
monkey and lion have penguin puffin friends:)
mine is called umbrella:)
cause i put my umbrella @ th glass and it keeps wanting to eat.
minhui's one is called wave:)
cause it keeps waving?
walked around. watched 2 shows.
i think we went to th penguin area quite longggg.
got super tired when we reached th waterfall station,
so we decided to sit th tram back to th main station.
went to jurong point to eat macs.
got lost while finding macs but found it @ last.
jurong point is kind of superrr huge.
sat mrt to joo koon again.
monkey and lion's first second time again.
home-d. super tired.
mooncaking:)

loves,
yinying

3:51 PM Photobucket
Wednesday, September 9, 2009Y
Pieces Of Me

bad headache last night. couldnt sleep well.
phy lesson early in th morning.
supposed to start @ 9 but wong was late so we started @ 9.30
wong kept talking about LV here LV there.
tsk tsk. as if i cared about LV stuff.
ended around 11.30am.
then went to see th science feista items. i like th "alien brain".
went to yishun to eat. borrowed library books.
went to tiong to make my concession card.
mummy thy all went to bugis to buy mooncake ingredients.
home. finished 1 library book.
teevee. maths. dinner. computer.
so glad im going to birdpark tmr:)
keep me from dying in boredom. i shall climb trees and catch th birds flying about.
hahahs, lion you can stay on th ground and eat up th birds i throw down:)
bus to take is 194 and 251.

loves,
yinying

you said there were always "bodyguards" around me when im out.
i dont deny that fact. im a caged bird.
and you are that piece of sky that i wished so hard to fly to.
but its useless...

9:20 PM Photobucket
Tuesday, September 8, 2009Y
Whack Out

went out ytd to tiong and bugis.
saw my ex-seniors.
phy lesson tmr morning. tsk.
just finished practising guzheng.
playing th com. and drawing graphs ltr.
i think mrs fung's gonna kill me for not dng all th maths tests yet.
cause i havent even done 1 @ all.
th restaurant city friends i visit kept giving me prawn, lobsters and onions.
oh and peas. hahhas!
long time nvr went on msn:P

xoxo,
yinying

3:33 PM Photobucket
Friday, September 4, 2009Y
Catching Fallen Stars

ended school early.
icc video was okays but not as funny as th tcher's day celebrations one.
went to buy sausage mcmuffin before it turned to lunch/dinner menu.
this year's sept hols are really more like stay home study time.
birdpark with lion on thurs:)

loves,
yinying

12:48 PM Photobucket
Tuesday, September 1, 2009Y
Time For A Wish

i think this is my 200th blog post?
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! :)
and oh well, happy no school day.
kuh-laire called to say there's after school physics.
well, if there's ld @ least i get to skip part of it.
still have e.geog and eng homework undone.
doing chem soon. guzheng ltr. thn amaths.
omg. i really dont wnt to talk to wong.
missing my phone and wallet crap loads?
kinda sunny now, but i bet its gna be rainy.

loves,
yinying


when i have th courage,
perhaps i might burn that picture.
"angel", do you live to tell th story of that heart?
stopped to think. stopped to listen. stopped to pain.

11:11 AM Photobucket
Monday, August 31, 2009Y

2009 teacher's day celebration was well...either fun or scary.
had my wallet & phone stolen by god knows who:(
i dont really care about my wallet but i think my phone's wayyyyy more important.
teacher's day clip was really funny though:)
mummy dint allow me to go play badminton.
wong asked me to be th IT rep ?!? more like force me to be th IT rep.
four leaves cake is good:) thanks cheryl for leaving a slice of pizza for me:)
helped to clean up.
my mind's clogged up. yawns:(
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY in advance:)

loves,
yinying

//edited
i swear im gna rip th human apart.
and bloody hell, i jst rmb i place my diamond necklace inside my wallet!
omg im really gonna kill th "HER". i cant even say "HIM".

//edited
went to make a police report. i think th police station is super cool.
maybe it's cool cause it's th HQ. but making th report was quite boring.
th police officer said that our school always got theft. TSK TSK.
came home around 10pm.

2:01 PM Photobucket
Wednesday, August 26, 2009Y
Cheep, Cheep

saw a freaky video about male chicks during chem.
why must they kill male chicks:(
ve and maths was quite funny.
went with minhui, wynona, hui hsian, zoey and yingmei to eat kfc.
went to pops after lunch.
thn i went home. tee-vee. homework.
school's starting late every fri due to "heavy" traffic.
teachers are gna exercise during that half an hour:)

loves,
yinying

3:31 PM Photobucket
Monday, August 24, 2009Y
Worse Than Cinderella

quite okay day EXCEPT for th part where wynona alim stepped on my shoe and spoiled it!
min hui's idea but alim still owns me a treat. SERIOUSLY!
had to walk around with a large pin on my shoe.
i bet i looked koo-koo. but it's better than walking in socks.
thanks ah soh for helping me put th pin:)
NO thanks to lion with her insane ideas:)

loves,
yinying

3:58 PM Photobucket
Sunday, August 23, 2009Y
drive me empty

guzheng-d.
no homework.
finished my library books:)
rawr. im bored.
nothing much.

loves,
yinying


im falling out of my depression soon. as long as i dont think of you. i'll be fine.
we lead different lives. our paths will never cross.
when STC moves, i wont see your home so much.
p. , i will forget you like you did. WIPE WIPE*

**, sorry:( your always talking to me but i keep signing out cause i dont wna talk.

10:59 AM Photobucket
Friday, August 21, 2009Y
perfecto

i failed chem. i knew it. tsk.
but @ least my bio and phy are more comforting:)
kept drawing animals. i like my animals:)
chem lesson was super freaky because of th thai ghost movie.
just finished posting th chinese thingy.
raining lke shit during afternoon.
ohhh school starts late every friday. like @ 8 am:)

loves,
yinying

10:24 PM Photobucket
Wednesday, August 19, 2009Y
Bleah.

veh tired today. chem was fun with th ph experiment.
VE lesson was quite funny.
no ld today:) took becky's dad car.
i super hate that maniac.
she's 不中看也不中用. && freaking annoying.
esp. with that face that spells insanity.
what a weirdo.
im sorry/not for saying these;x
doing egeog for super longgggg.

loves,
yinying

8:00 PM Photobucket
Monday, August 17, 2009Y

16/08 ( sun)
DA VINCHI exhibition !
met lion @ jurong mrt @ 11.30am
walked walked walked pops and sat down on th railings till 1.15pm.
cause we were waiting.
went to eat KFC. thn went to th exhibition.
there was superrr alot of people!
lion's big sis helped me pay for th entrance fee. THANKS:)
Leonardo is a super cool, violent, disgusting and inventive human.
he dissected 30 men/women to know about th human body.
and also dissected pregnant women! like WTH.
i like his tank. looks like UFO.
mono lisa's 25 secrets. that lady has no eyebrows/eyelashes.
more superr superr people queuing up to go view to exhibition when we left.
went to jurong mrt and took to joo koon thn back to tanjong pagar.
lion's and my first time to joo koon:)

3:14 PM Photobucket
Friday, August 14, 2009Y
Starlight

2 more to go.
biology and chinese.
finished phy and ss today.
im superrr happy:)
mummy allowed me to go see th DA VINCI exhibition on sun(:
chinese and maths hmewrk.
i love th song- walking on air.
it's really nice. and th mv too.
happy birthday in advance claire:)

loves,
yinying

3:37 PM Photobucket
CA2

2 more exams to finish:)
chinese and biology.
finished phy and ss today.
phy was 0kay. but dint manage to write finish my 2nd essay conclusion of ss.
im happy:)
mummy allowed me to go to th DA VINCI exhibition:)
raining quite heavily?
d. keeps commenting on my status
like he's got nth better to do. heh.
maths and chinese hmewrk.
i love th song- walking on air.
it's really nice. especially th mv.
happy birthday in advance claire:)

loves,
yinying

3:14 PM Photobucket
Wednesday, August 12, 2009Y
True Love

if you are reading.
sorry ** ,i know you are talking to me online
but i dont feel like talking to anyone online.
im really sorry. i'll talk to you next time:)
it's just another moodswing of mine after listening to a song.
im just feeling unhappy.
finished my chinese. studying chem.
i think i shall skip dinner. i feel sick.

btw, D. you were really funny on facebook:)

loves,
yinying

9:14 PM Photobucket
pathways of life

you :
i guess good things dont last.
No one can turn back time and turn you into th human you used to be.
im jst clinging onto th old memoies, not wanting myself to forget...about you and everything.
Long time ago, you consisted of almost everything.
when you said those words, i wished and wanted to tell you those words too.
ILY but you dont.

my friend :
we're falling apart and it's breaking my heart. well, not literally.
but i dont feel so happy. Maybe it's cause we dont talk that much.
piece of depression in your mind but i can only stand by and watch.
nothing i can do makes me feel helpless.
sometimes, life has its imperfections.
rivers never flow th way you want them to.
are you happy?

my friends :
im sorry. i know i havent been talking much to your and i mean ALL of your.
gone were th times we used to have so much fun together and go crazy.
im shutting alot people out but idk why either.
i wish i could handle everything all @ once.
we used to be so close. but i guess it was not meant to be.
different pathways but i'll try to make mine meet yours.
i miss you all, but do you?

loves,
yinying:(

ps. teach me to love, dearest.

3:11 PM Photobucket
like a waterfall

there i posted.
i gonna pass my emaths, egeog. and english. but perhaps fail my amaths?
chem tmr and i dont like chem @ all. I havent done my chinese compo yet.
On another note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL:)
You're old already like me.
I know you nvr crushed on me:) no lies on your birthday:)
VE was a bit dumb. Maths was superr boring.
im bored:( gng to listen to 2NE1.

loves,
yinying

2:39 PM Photobucket
Thursday, July 30, 2009Y
Boat In Th Pond

cheryl and ah dred dint come school today,
hui went home during recess. I want her mask!
hahahs ! H1N2 virus spreading @ their place.
get well soon peepos!
maths and bio test was superrr hard ;d
went viv0 with kuh-laire:)
ca2 happening in 1 week's time:(
STUDY !

you were standing by th sparkling lake.
i was rowing th little boat in th lake to you.
seeing th world in fairyland with fairytales.
when th blue light sparkles, my dream happens.

xoxo,
yinying

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Wednesday, July 29, 2009Y
i heart you

sprained my knee ytd while dng shuttle run.
saw teddy bear @ bus stop but dint dare to say hi.
saw darren too but 33 bus gone alr before he came.
wong dint come today cause flu i think.
ah dred went home during recess.
get well soon(:
i think th milo got poison..i drink alr,i wnt to puke.
laughed like shit during VE today. hahahas!
maths was understandable:)
fung quite funny. say bring box to school as our pencil case.
stayed bck for ld. did a bit of amaths with germ.
nicole gave me a green heart<3
thanks nicoleeee;D i heart you too!
ld was quite fun lah:)
bio and maths test tmr! RAWR.
STUDY !

loves,
yinying:)

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White Lies

i never told you i love you.
as time passes, i realise how long was it since we had our happy moments.
now that your gone, i shouldnt think of anything.
i have to clear my memories of us and i wish you happiness.
i'll tell you perfect white lies and bite my lips.

i know she likes you even she say she doesnt.
she was testing me.
dont reject her when th time comes;)
you two might have a happy fairytale ending.


loves,
yinying:(

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009Y
Speaking Of You

met one of my qtss friend on th mrt;)
idk why but we started talking about p?
i told her i see him sometimes @ tiong.
reached opp tiong bus stop. saw two 33 bus.
and ehmagawd, after talking about p.
i saw p with tht short hair girl.
so well thy boarded th bus and ermm..dint sit beside each other.
actually i almost dint see them not sitting tgt
but th 33 bus stopped for others to get on, i think.
still, it doesnt prove anything, right? :( i think?
&& no bloody hell human i really knew was around !
but i saw nico @ th zhangde pri bus stop.
went to class and did finished my ss.
'skipped' pe. eng. chinese. recess.
i so hate tht siska cause she made me put my apples into th lunchbox.
as if there's a problem with putting apples in the plastic bag?
claire's being 'stalked' by th librarian? && she was damn freaked out.
bio was fun.
me: how do you thaw th frozen blood?
becky: put in th microwave and ka-bang! hahhas!
omg omg omg damn funny!
maths. i think i understand fung(:
sat mrt with hui cause she gng towards lavander:)

xoxo,
yinying

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Thursday, July 16, 2009Y
Like Air

dont really know wht to post.
hui had her PBL presentation. cnt hear a word of wht gulshan's talking.
but other than tht, it was fine.
rushing PBL. i feel super super unhappy.
maybe i should train myself to be silent like hui but not so SILENT.
see if there's anything to update tmr:)

loves,
yinying


needing you like how i need air.
i cant breathe properly.
sometimes, life's just too hard to go on.
but i turn around and feel a stab of pain.
cause you're no longer beside me.

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009Y
Indestructible Heart

chem test next week.
maths test today.
ss essay. maths qns.
PBL presentation on fri.
went hme with lindy. met marie and jasmine.
jas said tht she moving to tanjong pagar next year:)
wynona having o lvl oral today.
hui say she not cmg school tmr cause she dont wnt to present.

th first time you asked for my favorite no.
i told you it was 15. do you rmb why?
my silence. im gna make my heart indestructible.
bloody hell why am i even thinking of these stuff!?!

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009Y
Reminiscing Of Fairytales

mh's 2nd day of silent strike.
ran 9 rounds for PE.
skipped 1 period of english cause we signed up for NRIC today.
had no chinese.
i understand wht bio was talking. fung wnted us to do content page for maths.
stayed bck till 5plus for PBL.
super tired. i dont feel hyper anymore.
i feel like im in a BAD mood. really BAD BAD mood.
not cause of today or anything. i just feel super pissed and upset.
maths test tmr. yawns*

you said what if fairytales had no happy endings.
i wish i could say it has happen-d.
i wish to say i wish you were here. with those comforting words.
i wnt to ask you tell me th truth. even it's gna hurt.
i wnt to screamm like nobody's business @ you.

loves,
yinying

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Sunday, July 12, 2009Y
My Story, Your Song

10/07- AYG APPRECIATION NIGHT
had a phy test before chinese.
i hpe dont fail though.
help to collect th chinese hmewrk.
brought hotdogs and bread before gng to th AYG appreciation night.
treat-d wong 1/3 of my hotdog.
cause he was like hinting tht he was veh hungry.
thn he asked whn was my birthday but i told him it pass alr.
hahahas! reached singapore indoor stadium. got our goodie bags:)
FRAZIER was inside;D
dint see ocean but cw say she saw him. Whtevs.
cheryl w. dint come cause of smth to do with her mum?
hui sat on my right and mildred sat on my left.
hui bought chips that was $4! insanely ex.
wong wnt-d to give me one mre ticket to go redeem another goodie bag bt it was used alr.
thn he went to buy me ben & jerry's ice cream( vanilla). th small tube one.
went outside with hui.
cause she wnt to buy drinks. one can of drink is like $3!
hui treated me:) thanks lion!:)
enquired about th ice cream. && ehmagawd, it cost $7!
and thr was only vanilla flavoured!
my 1/3 hotdog damn ex. man! HAHAH!
stepfanie sun came to do a concert for us.
went to th first row to get a clearer view. abi came along too:)
she sat beside me and we shout-talked about th lost sheep dancers.
went off before th concert ended cause it was gng to be 10pm.
met some weirdo people who was on 195. let them see my goodie bag.
thy are funny like wth. daddy came to mrt to pick me.
reached home around 10.30 plus. watched teevee.
taught mummy how to do frazier's durian head. hahah!
i wont ever ever forget AYG <3
&& i cnt believe it's really over ;d

today
had guzheng. thinked. practised guzheng. lunched. thinked.
left my chinese compo but i couldnt find anything to write about ;d
HELP! listening to stepfanie's songs.

loves,
yinying

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009Y
Walk Walk

national celebrations was quite boring.
had a nice talk:)
tell me whose tht lover, my dear.
class party was fun:) went queenstown nlb with mh.
cnt find my monologue book:( it's said to be floating @ another library.
walked to commonwealth mrt with mh from th library.
and i swear im never walking from there to th commonwealth mrt.
went home. nothing much.

loves,
yinying

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Faster Than Light

second first day of school:)
i think lessons are like passing damn fast.
nicole is sitting beside me for maths noww:)
and we were eating nerds during fung's class:)
invented a new nickname for mh- black cat.
but i still like to call her LION ;D
&& i suddenly became MONKEY.
that's like si's nickname!
jst finished all my hmewrk except chinese oral recording.
Koizumi ! ;d
there's an appreciation thingy on friday for all AYG volunteers :]

xoxo,
yinying

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Sunday, July 5, 2009Y
Last Day Of AYG - BV

last day of BV.
was sort of late but francis was later.
i had my post @ th athletes area again ;D
went around giving milos and taking milo badges[:
thn we gave th fans and badges to th indonesia ppl and one of thm gave me a PIN!
omg so happy! hahahs!
trisha and tania were teasing me about ocean.
LOL what best friends and crazy stuff. hahhas! puhh-lease he's like too old.
watched a bit of th match. bought th AYG pin.
asked ocean to help us get badges but he dint. hmpfs.
tested with dry ice in a bottle-d bottle and it really does POP loudly:)
gave th jap guys th 100plus fan and clappers. && Koizumi was using it<3
OMG OMG damn happy(:
watch th victory ceremony. FRAZIER th lion mascot was there;D
&& i high five with him and told him he has dirty pants:]
GUYS
GOLD : THAI
SILVER: KAZ
BRONZE: INDO
GIRLS
GOLD: THAI
SILVER: KAZ
BRONZE: CHINA
took pictures with th athletes. but i nvr take with th kaz and thai guys.
sobs* i miss Koizumi D;
said hellos and byebye to all th jap athletes and coach:)
nvr say bye to ocean but i couldnt see him @ all.
&& thy rmb ME! hahahs! i wnt to give thm gifts leh:(
NARUMI, SUZUKI, KOIZUMI, NIKIGASHI<3
i miss AYG and i dont know whyyy.
there's this sinking feeling in my heart. sobs*

loves,
yinying

ps. i really really love Koizumi<3 and i superrr miss AYG ;d

final no. of pins: 4

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Saturday, July 4, 2009Y
AYG BV 4th day

second last day of BV
reported to school @ 8am but we only left @ 8.30am?
was @ th athletes area for duty with tania today. luckily never change shift.
dint watch much matches but i watched th china and thai girls match.
china lost but thy cn go with Indonesia for bronze.
talked to Koizumi, Suzuki, Narumi <3
thy are like damn kawaii ! && i got their autographs:) && one of th taiwan guys too.
i swear if Koizumi cme tmr, im gna take a single photo with him(:
thy went to play with th singapore team. girls against guys. && th girls kept winning.
thn th AYG mascot " LION" came but went away & i nvr take any photos with him:(
dint hunt down any pins today:( cheryl w. couldnt find any too :(
but i took damn alot of photos with th foreign athletes cause i was stationed @ their resting area.
played BV @ th athletes area cause we were so bored. grab an apple each too.
sat th little medical car today:)
ocean drive me a bit only but it was damn fun.
cause if you nvr hold on properly. you will fly out like seriously! :)
dint get to take enough athletes pictures. but im really gna take with thai guys.
I REALLY WNT MY PINS:( sobs*
&& i love love AYG. sort of. hahahs!
need to go for th finals tmr. but will see mh , cheryl w. and denica.

xoxo,
yinying
ps. hui, cheryl lee cmg? && wht time you cmg to th beach?

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Friday, July 3, 2009Y
AYG-3rd day

no ushering needed, so went to do VIP thingy.
boring shit until we went to th main court.
saw cheryl wong. th china players chaperone. sat with her.
&& th oman coach came around and gave pins plus cap to us!
he damn nice! thn cheryl w. went bck to th hotel and got me a taipei pin(:
tmr im gna go pin hunting[:
china vs. taipei- boys game. china lost.
china vs. taipei- girls game. china won!
talked to ocean while waiting for our lunch which took damn long to come.
paul help us take fruits but no one wnt to eat.
omg still cnt believe ocean is like th manager of MOH. hahhas!
stayed bck till 3.30pm today. almost wnted to sit with ocean on th "car" but he picking ppl up.
&& i took pics with th thai girls, sri lanka guys, kaz girls and japanese guys<3 i like koizumi although he's damn talllll. tmr must go again. and see cheryl w. ;D and PINS!
loves,
yinying

pins in count : 2

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Thursday, July 2, 2009Y
AYG

1st day of AYG
sat taxi to school frm opp. tiong bus stop with k.
&& there was 123 and 195 after we sat th taxi. but anw th taxi was th big big one .
so i d0nt mind spending th money. anw, only $3.40 so it's okay .
raining like hell in th morning.
bulid sand mounds with serene while waiting for th rain to stop.
stayed with ynn and jiamin. i picked up 2 balls!
met hai yang. i think he's damn suited for th BV.
'cause it's on th beach and his name is like ocean.
singapore girls vs mongolia girls. singapore won but thy damn fierce to th ball retrievers.
didnt eat th lunch. jst threw most of it away.
went viv0 with wynona.

2nd day of AYG
slacked like th first day .
met a new friend- she's called cheryl. th china players chaperone .
th china guys and girls lost their match today .
but th japan girls won! && i took a picture with them ;D
tmr i swear im gna take loads of pics with th athletes .
getting bronze color. th sun got hotter and hotter .
talked to hai yang today . hahahs !
he damn funny when he say us girls like th kaz guy players .
just cause thy're HOT .
i like th jap ppl currently even though th guys are unevenly matched .
th match b/w china and kaz was damn COOL .


xoxo,
yinying

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Saturday, June 27, 2009Y
AYG opening ceremony preview

went for ayg preview today.
damn boring luhs.
came home around 7.
i hpe im in th morning shift:)
few more days to sch reopen.
but i have one whole week of ayg when sch reopen ;D

15 june
had guzheng training.

17 june
went ZOO with minhui conny and cf. FINALLY:)
we walked th whole zoo like frm 10.30 am till 5pm.
queued for our food for like half an hr?!
watch th elephant show before we went out.
went to cck to buy phy book with mh.
i wonder why th hell does cf wnt to buy a pure bio wrkbook
whn she is studying in combined sci.
anw, it was suparrr nice to be able to go zoo @ last with minhui:)
&& thanks for th birthday tiger:)
me likey:)

18 june & 22 june
had guzheng training.

24 june
went out to visit aunt.
went to eat teppan yaki for lunch and it was damn not nice.
went library to borrow books. hme-d.

25 june
guzheng training.

26 june
wong called my hme @ 7!
damn funny. cause my mum was damn pissed.
pizza hut-d for dinner.
went shopping. hme-d.

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Sunday, June 7, 2009Y
SIlent Whispers

here i'm,
taking another step away from our memories.
i wonder,
whn im old, will i look bck and think of you?
you did,
just th littlest things to make me cry.
it was written in th stars,
for us, one day, to part.
my angel inside ,
has it died? i think it did.
it's gone, th silence tht used t0 make me cry.
think think think, those thoughts tht used to make me gulity.
thy all walking into th chapels of memories.
yet, i clung 0n t0 them f0r to0 l0ng and n0w i supposed it's time.
you've let g0 earlier thn me. s0 why cnt i d0 it?
till i finally reach th end of th road,

xoxo,
yinying

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Till I'm Done

01/06
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME;D
was in malaysia. so i went shopping there.
i think im gna become a shopaholic if i stayed there for th whole week,
bought my chocolate strawberry frm secret recipe;D
cut my cake. sang happy birthday.
thn humans had th craziest idea. t0 go genting tmr. tsk tsk.

02/06
went genting. arcaded like mad for 4 hours plus.hahas:)
lunched. walked around. sat down @ bk and i fell aslp on th table.
cause i saw my cousin slping and he was like th table veh nice.
so, i fell aslp on th table. hahahs!
went back to melaka @ night.

03/06
woke up. roti prata-d.
went 0ut t0 shopping. learnt tht i must have xtra guzheng lessons.
had to g0 meet my another aunt and she was like damnit wth.
wasted my 2 hrs of shopping @ parkson. cause she wants to go eat.
nvrms, @ least i g0t t0 see my cousin;)
g0t hme around midnight but who cares?;)

04/06
came bck to sg. received humans smsing me for happy birthday.
cause i cancell-d my auto-roaming. heh
delighted to receive some smses tht i thought i'll never get. sms-d back.

05/06
did my hols homework. sms-ed. teevee-d. guzheng-d.

06/06
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIAN TIAN!<3
dont be too selfish! and love your sister more! hahhas!
practised guzheng. did hols homework.
went home to let my mordem(sp?) get fixed.
touched my com for a while. played with phone.
guzheng-d again. teevee-d.

07/06
guzheng lesson. did hols homewrk.
on th com now. learning korean.
tmr have to go th mediacorp and have xtra guzheng lesson D;
tues have phy lessons with wong. i think i wnt to g0 visit a human:)
wed must get zo0 tickets frm uncle in order t0 g0 zo0 with hui;D


xoxo,
yinying

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009Y
checking of ENG and CL

checking of eng and chinese papers today.
marks were btr thn expected.
ayg training was a bit boring.
i wnt to be a chaperone!;D or ticket person or whtevs.
xcept sand racker, ball picker!
today's kinda boring.
but omg i think some humans like me are gng crazy over BOF.
hahahs!

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009Y

no school today. marking day.
rotting @ home. but i fast forwarded time and watch bof.
just kidding;D
oh yeahs happy birthday marisa.
long time no see, uhm, i mean 3 days no see.
heh, dont be too sad. daughter's here;D

loves,
yinying

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Monday, May 18, 2009Y
waste away

this is supposed to be friday's post. but i dint touch my com th whole weekend.
kind of busy. finished chem and phy. i swear im failing all of them.
so yeahs. went out with cw, mh, sj and abi to macs.
heh, i have my pink cocacola cup!
thn we were eating eating, thn ah shu did th most amazing thing;D
she spilled her cup.
hahhas! and some got to me and abi but mostly on ah shu.
so we tried to call th cleaner and i think their all deaf.
so c told ah shu to go call th cleaners. but she was wet.
so hell yeah th next person she called was me.
thn omg i was walking towards th cleaner, he started walking away.
so i got so damn pissed. and scream-shouted @ him : EXCUSE ME.
omg i feel damnit mean. thn he turned around and i was like damnit embarassed.
so i told him th drink spilled and thn went bck.
guess wht she said? she say i make us girls embarassed.
omg if your so girly, thn go call th guy yourself lah! it's not like i dont feel weird @ all.
somemore im th one who scream-shouted.
and you jst sat there laughing.
thn you keep saying me whn im trying to tell some jokes.
thn after tht her bag got sprite soaked in it cause she put on th floor.
thn she started getting pissed. LOL. finished eating.
saw avriel. went tys and pop.
thn i needed to go hme. but she wnted to go to challenger to LOOK @ thumbdrive.
thn i was like: i need to go home alr.
and freaking hell she said: dont be so selfish lehs.
so yeahs fine. went t0 challenger. thn went to th TYS @ basement there.
i swear you jst love to piss me off.
unbearable idiot,

xoxo,
yinying

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take it to th woods and whisper to my trees

end of exams. triple happy!
finished emaths paper1. no school tmr.
went bck qtss with car. more like dragged her there.
heh, had great difficultly getting in but th security guards are super nice;)
saw shanwen, revisia, marisa, shandy, yuexuan, yvvone, mindy, coconut tree( OMG*), suizhi, rexston, junsheng, kendrick, teddy bear, weisheng, prawn( double OMG**)
i wasnt even supposed to see him. all shandy's fault.
and well he is SUPPOSED to return my poor calculator by cmg down right?
but it's contaminated with his touch.
but he came down real fast. like zoom from th third floor. it's kinda WOW.
wished shinster was there. long time no see.
omg bloody shit. i forgotten to give cct's present bck to him!;(
on th brighter side, i saw everyone i wnted to see.
xcept, cct and p.
but tht durian head is growing wayyyy taller thn me.
but spouting nonsense as usual. which minus off his tallness into shortness.
rex growing taller as well but still nicer thn tjs, i so swear!
sz dont look tht ugly.
marisa seems sad.
shan wen's taller thn me!:(
but im still taller thn revisia!;D
everyone's changed. well, sort of.
and things in th past well, might change.
went bck after their recess. dint see MDM ang, hahahs.
it's still so wrong in my mouth.crapped alot with car @ th mrt station.
went hme. and 0h well, im sitting here.
everything's changing. well, humans change, d0nt thy?
i miss queenstown. but i l0ve stc.
stuck in th middle of nowhere. pple might think im distanced from thm nw.
but oh well, th problem is-i cnt manage so many worlds with both hands.
sorry.
oh oh minhui, i wnt t0 g0 zo0! && taka!
here's a joke. three years equals 24 months. no offense.

xoxo,
yinying

ps. i think i should stay air-head. and dont think so much about r.
oh handsome, i think im not missing you so much. you're slowly wiped out from my mind.

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009Y
What If

blogging for a mini-second.
went out with mh to buy m's present.
thn went to buy my mother's day present. heh, i so guai right?
printing maths out. should i stay bck for egeog tmr?
tsk. checking out th 'what if' song.
i think i've finally managed to forget you. but there's glint of hurt in my heart.
we're fated to separate. wht could i do? I dont know how to speak to you anymore.
things done cnt be undone. do you remeber me? and 2007?
HANDSOME!
handsome havent put his dates yet! rawr D;
i feel like running over t0 HCI and scream @ him.
on another note, im attached to chip but im thinking about other guys.
tsk, but i still like SJ and handsome and -untitled-.
hahahs! damnit, i forgotten to bring my bio ws hme.
screwed life. yawns, i shall not msn.

xoxo,
yinying

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